I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be irritated when the activity that I have chosen for the purpose of entertaining the being that I invited, as mar andre, is  rejected by the being that I have invited at the house

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have to entertain the guest which comes to my house instead of being self-honest as who I am here within and as the breath

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to support self-dishonesty by accepting and allowing myself to entertain the mind consciousness system when I have a guest at my house

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to express myself in self-honesty when I am with the company of a guest at my house, such as marc andre

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my self-expression when I am  with the company of a guest because of being afraid of the reactions that my honesty might expose about myself to the other as the guess – thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear expressing myself as who I am within and as self-intimacy within and as self-honesty when I am with the company of another such as a guest.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise me when I am with the company of a “friend” and thus, express myself as the personality which is “known” within and as the relationship with the other as the “friend” instead of expressing the “unknown” as who I really am as self-honesty as who I am which is not pre-programmed but self honest as all as one as equal as life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be irritated and frustrated and angry when a being as a guest at “my house” doesn’t like the activity that I have proposed which I have selected from the idea that I have about the preferences of the other as the guest

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be irritated and angry and frustrated when the idea I have about another being is refuted and proven wrong by the other being, such as marc andre

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am the idea that I have about another being such as marc andre, which is who I perceive myself to be within and as the relationship with marc andre

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that who I am is not the idea that I have constructed within and as my mind within and as the relationship that I have with marc andre

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that who I am is not defined by the relationship that I have with another being as a friend such as marc ardre. I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that who I am is not define by a relationship. Life is not defined by any relationship whatsoever. I am one as equal as all as life thus I am not defined by a relationship.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing a relationship if I were to express myself in self-honesty without supporting any dishonesties to which I support when I am not self-honest within and as myself towards another being as myself such as marc andre