I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to spite/blame/judge those that I see walking their dogs with leashes as being bad, wherein I judge them within the secret mind/backchat as being “bad” because of not walking their dogs without leashes, as I feel bad for the dogs who have to walk with leashes because of them not being free within their movements, instead of realising that through me accepting and allowing myself to judge the dogs masters as being bad within my secret mind/backchat, that I accept and allow the system of abuse to perpetuate within and as humanity because of not taking a stand for life within the moment of judgment, whereas I continuously repeat the same pattern of judging the dog’s master as being bad in endless loops of repetition within the mind, without me acting upon it through me getting out of my mind and expressing to the master that such a behaviour towards the dog doesn’t stand for life as that which is best for ALL LIFE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to experience feelings of sadness whenever I see a being walk their dogs with leashes because of projecting myself within the place/skin of the dogs, whereas I thus see myself as being enslaved to the master’s will within the fact that the master uses a leash when walking his dogs, whereas the movements of the dogs are limited and dependent on the master’s movements instead of being free – instead of realising that through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within feelings of sadness when seeing a dog being walked with a leash, that I thus accept and allow myself to participate within the games of the mind whereas I become possessed by the feelings of sadness from within which my entire perspective of the moment becomes modified as through seeing the moments within the filter of sadness, instead of stopping such participation within the emotions of the mind through me applying the tools of BREATHING, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change my behaviours/actions when seeing a dog on a leash so as to be able to act within the moment as that which is best for all life, such as to be able to talk with the dog masters with common sense.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad for the dogs when seeing a dog being walked by its master through the medium of a leash, because of then projecting myself within the place of the dog where I perceive the fact of being leashed as being a detriment to my liberty, instead of realising that within and as the actual system that is accepted and allowed by human beings in this world as it currently is, that it is maybe best for the animal to be leashed because of the fact that some dogs/animals may harm other human beings/animals if unleashed – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the only reason why an animal such as a dog may turn against his master or any bystander or any animals if unleashed, is because of the accumulated frustration that the dog may have built within and as itself through constantly and continuously being forced to abide to its master’s will of being leashed, and that such an expression by the dog would be only the reflection of the abuse that the dog’s master have expressed towards the dog throughout time, and that it is the responsibility of the dog’s master to treat the dog as an equal so as to make sure that such an expression of the dog may never happen.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel good within myself when I see a dog master walk their dogs without a leash, wherein I project my sense of self within and as the dog and thus feel “happy” for myself as the dog for the fact that I as the dog am thus able to express myself freely within and as my movements within the company of the master – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within feelings of “goodness/happiness” within myself when I see an unleashed dog walking with his master, that I thus automatically accept and allow myself to participate within feelings of “sadness/unhappiness” when I see a leashed dog walking with his master, thus enforcing the enslavement to the polarity of the mind as “good” and “bad” through my participation within the feelings of happiness and sadness whereas the mind thus becomes/remains the self-directive principle of me when within the circumstances of me seeing a dog being leashed or unleashed while walking with his master – instead of stopping such participations within the games/energies/emotions of the mind through me applying the application of BREATHING so as to remain HERE within and as STABILITY as myself, so as to be able to express myself unconditionally as who I am as the physical as life, one and equal to all living beings, so that I may act according to what is best for ALL LIFE in whatever circumstances I find myself in – so as to be able to walk with another being as myself so as to help/guide all as myself into actions which are best for ALL LIFE and not just for the self-interests of the individual, which is always a system of abuse such as what is the case when a master walk his dig with a leash.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to act towards the animal abuser when I see a dog bark and move so as to tell his master of its will/desire to be unleashed – such as when a dog uses it’s paws within movements towards the leash or master which clearly suggests that it wants to be unleashed – because of the fear that I have of confronting the dog master in his beliefs towards how he should treat/control/have mastery of “his” animal/dog. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear confronting the beliefs of another being as myself, because of the fear of “confrontation”, whereas anytime I am faced with the possibility of confronting someone as myself, that I usually shy away from the possible confrontation because of my fear of seeing the other person as myself become confrontational with me – instead of stopping such fears which paralyses me, through the tools of BREATHING and through the tools of self-investigation through writing so as to see where within myself that I exist as fears of confrontation so as to eventually stop all participations within the fear of confrontations through the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to express myself unconditionally wherein I remain stable within and as myself from whatever circumstances that presents itself to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my inner feelings of innocence towards dogs in general, wherein I perceive dogs as being examples of innocence within this world because of their general behaviours of playfulness whereas they seem not to have any concerns/care in the world, not realising that through me projecting my feelings of innocence within and towards the dogs in general, that I thus accept and allow myself to participate within the feelings of the mind, therefore remaining enslaved/controlled by the mind through me acting within the starting point of feelings rather than acting within the starting point of stability as who I am HERE within and as self-honesty as myself as the BREATH wherein I can change and act according to what is best for all life instead of acting according to my self-interest alone.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, that whenever I accept and allow myself to participate within the polarity as the mind, such as when I accept and allow myself to participate within the feelings of “goodness” when I see an unleashed dog, and when I accept and allow myself to participate within the feelings of “badness” when I see a leashed dog, that I thus limit myself within being/becoming less than who I am as life because of thus being controlled/directed by the flux and flow of energy within and as my mind, which can never be stable because of being entirely dependent on outside experiences, rather than realising that the best that I can do in such circumstances, is to remain stable within and as self HERE within and as who I am in self-honesty as BREATH, so that my actions may reflect life as that which is best for all life, equal and one with all living beings.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within such games of mind polarity such as feeling good or bad for the status of animals through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within the mind as games of polarity, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy – to which I am ultimately not, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling good or feeling bad” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of an animal lover, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the feeling/experience of high/positive energy, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
See these blogs:
And other Journey to Life blogs
And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com