I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel depressed after coming back from vacation, whereas I have allowed myself to feel down because of the fact that I am not as active as I was when I was in vacation as I have allowed myself to participate within the energetic down coming from the contrast in activities between the states of being busy within the activities that I participated in as I was vacationing to being lazy within the lack of activities that I participated in as I came back from vacation. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within feelings of energetic highs when I was busy with many different activities as I was vacationing last week, and that I have allowed myself to participate within energetic lows when I suddenly became “lazy” when I came back from vacation a few days ago – instead of stopping all of my participation within energy as the mind, through me placing myself back HERE within and as the BREATH and correcting my participation within the mind through self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to remain within stability as myself HERE within and as the physical as life as all as one as equal.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel down because of the fact that I don’t have as many activities now as I had when I was vacationing last week, whereas I experience depression within and as me because of not participating within “high energy” activities as I participated in when I was in vacation last week – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be defined by the activities that I participate in within the energies that such activities generates within and as me, rather than stopping myself from being defined by energy so as to remain stable HERE within and as the BREATH, equal and one with the physical body as life as that which is not directed or moved by energy.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience sadness because of not being in vacation any longer, whereas I have allowed myself to feel sad because of coming back to the “routine” which I have defined as being “boring” in contrast to the activities that I participated in as I was in vacation last week – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience happiness when I was in vacation, whereas I have allowed myself to feel happy when I was in vacation because of the fact that most of the activities that I participated in as I was in vacation, were out of my habitual routine.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within polarity as the mind, through me participating within happiness as I was in vacation last week, and through me participating within sadness as I came back to my routine after the end of my vacation, instead of stopping myself from participating within the polarities of the mind through, when and as I see myself move or about to move into the polarity friction of the mind, use the tools of BREATHING, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to bring myself back HERE as stability within and as the physical as the REAL REALITY of who I am as all as one as equal as life.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within energy, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within energy, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy – to which I am ultimately not, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling down or high” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “sadness”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the feeling/experience of “sadness and or happiness”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

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Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

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