I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend my free time thinking about past experiences, whereas I turn and churn within my own mind within the act of thinking about what I have done “good” and done “wrong” in my past which might explain my current situation, rather than stopping myself from participating within the games of the mind, through the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from entertaining old habits of the mind, and change in order to start acting and behaving within and as the physical so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to become as the fruit of the mind, and become what I truly am as one as all as equal as the physical as life, one and equal with all living beings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarities of the mind, through me accepting and allowing myself to return within my past whenever I have too much free time on my hands, whereas I have automated the habit of returning within past experiences that I have defined/judged as being “good” in relations to past experiences that I have defined/judged as being “bad”, without realising that I am thus only furthering my participation/enslavement within the polarity of the mind, through me constantly and continuously feeding the “polarity” manifestation as the mind as “good” and “bad”, instead of stopping such participations through me simply allowing myself to “BREATHE” through those instances wherein I would thus utilise my breath in order to interrupt the automated programming of participating within the polarities of the mind whenever I have “free time” on my hands, and actually change myself from what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, to become a self-directive authority of me in my world where I move myself out of the mind and into the physical, so as to change and eventually rebirth myself as life as the physical, in order to act within the interest of what is best for all, instead of continuing acting within the interest of what is best for the mind alone as self-interest.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend my free time worrying about what is to come for me in my foreseeable future, whereas I spend enormous amounts of time worrying about what job I will get and where I will stay and in fact never get to act in order to bring about what will be best for me in my foreseeable future, but condemn myself into wallowing within the depths of the mind through me constantly and continuously worrying about my future instead of stopping myself from thinking/worrying about my future and actually make a move towards the creation of a future which will be best for all, through me stopping all of my participations within the mind through simply interrupting my patterned behaviours through the simple act of BREATHING, wherein I will take a stand for who I am as life as the physical and no more accept and allow the automated redundancy of my mind’s patterns to overcome my will to stop myself from participating within the mind and to rescript myself into a being which acts within the interest of what is best for all life, rather than continuing to further my enslavement within and towards the mind through my patterned behaviours of constantly worrying about my future – and actually start moving myself within the moment, breath by breath, so as to build self-trust in order to change what needs to be changed within and as myself and my environment so as to make a stand for life as the physical and stop standing for the illusion as the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarity of the mind, as the participation within the thoughts of past “good experiences”, wherein I delve into past memories where I have experienced “good feelings” in order to “make myself feel better”, instead of realising that all I am participating within while delving into past memories that I have defined as being “good”, is that I am allowing myself to further my enslavement towards the addictions of the mind, such as the “good feelings”, whereas I constantly drug myself while re-living “good feelings” instead of stopping myself from this addictive behaviour through realising that I am not the mind, and through the application of breathing so as to release myself from the addictions of the mind as feelings, and return back HERE within and as the physical as who I truly am within self-honesty, so as to stop myself from participating within the system of abuse as consciousness as the mind, and bring about a system that honours life through returning my awareness of self towards and within the physical, as the only reality where life exists within this world = no mind whatsoever.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the mind’s addictions, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the addictions of the mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy – to which I am ultimately not, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “wallowing into past memories of “good feelings”” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “delving into the mind for the remembrance of past experiences”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the feeling/experience of “past experiences”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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