I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the mind through obsessively thinking about the trailer of a movie I am anticipating, wherein I have spent all night and all morning thinking about the single trailer through me continuously and constantly feeding the energy within the anticipation of watching the movie, instead of me stopping my participation within the mind through the simple act of breathing in order to focus my attention HERE, the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and reacquaint myself to who I truly am as life as the physical, equal and one with all living beings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have been so extensively obsessed about the trailer for this movie, that I have spent all night thinking about it wherein I was so into replaying the trailer within my mind, that I couldn’t even sleep as I was too busy entertaining myself through re-playing over and over and over again, the sequences that I appreciated from the trailer within the confines of my mind, even if I knew that I was participating within the mind and that I was thus busy jeopardizing my night’s sleep through me constantly and continuously participating within the images of the mind, instead of me stopping my participation within this obsessive behaviour, through me simply breathing, the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to stop myself from entertaining the images within my own mind, and release myself from the trap that I was setting myself into, so that I could eventually rest and return to who I am here within and as the physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/desire to participate within my own mind through me accepting and allowing myself to entertain myself as I was laying in bed last night and this morning, through me constantly and continuously replaying sequences of the trailer for the movie that I am highly anticipating, instead of me stopping my obsessive behaviour through the simple application of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to bring myself back HERE within and as the physical body, instead of locking myself into my mind through me repeatedly replaying the trailer within my own mind, through countless cycles that I didn’t allow myself to stop because of the feeling that the trailer provided within me through the fact that I anticipated the movie for a long period of time and through the fact that I was hyped by the trailer.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within feelings of energetic highs as I was watching the trailer on youtube, whereas I allowed myself to participate within the currents of energy within my own mind – going from low energy to high energy – as I was watching the trailer being deployed in front of my eyes, from within which I had built tremendous amounts of anticipative energy towards because of being a movie that made me believe I was a kid again – instead of me taking responsibility for who I am now as an adult, and through me not allowing myself to participate within the fantasies of the mind through me stopping the movements of energy within and as my mind through the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and change the expression of my being so that I may eventually express within the perspective of what is best for all life.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within obsessive behaviour, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “replaying sequences of memory within my mind” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “obsession”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “obsessive character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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