I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy within the application of my 7 years to life process, where I have used past self-forgiveness writings in order to create posts while within days where I felt that I wasn’t open to writing, instead of actually applying myself daily within the application of writing myself to freedom through the creation of new and original self-forgiveness statements, so as to comply with my commitment to write daily in my blog so as to become an example for others as myself in order to show what it is to be a responsible human being who devotes his life/time/energy into bringing about change on an individual level, in order to eventually bring about change on an universal level so as to change the system of abuse we as humanity as a whole live in, into a system of equality where life is dignified for all living beings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the feelings of laziness, whereas I have used past workings of self-forgiveness in order to fill out the days and times where I was too lazy to write new entries in my blog, instead of actually applying myself daily within my commitment towards self as the physical as life, so as to change myself through the tools of writing yourself to freedom, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to re-script myself from what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the creation of the mind of abuse, to an actual living being who acts within the interests of what is best for all, rather than continuously acting within the interests of that which is best for self alone.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive those who read my blog within the past few days, into making them believe that what I have recently written in my blog was actual, through the simple fact that I have posted entries within my blog within the past few days – days where I haven’t applied myself diligently within my “7 years to life process” as I have instead copied past self-forgiveness writings rather than writing new and original posts in relation to what I am currently experiencing as myself within this current time span of my life – that were not “original” within the perspective of what I have recently published within my blog, were not original or actual as they were copied from past self-forgiveness statements that I have done sometimes in my past – instead of being self-honest within my process through me simply stating within those past blog entries where I haven’t respected the actuality of their publication, such as stating that those posts were not actual but were copied from past self-forgiveness workings – so as to be self-honest with others as myself through them reading my blog, within the fact that they should be aware just as I am aware of the posts not being actual, through me simply stating within those blog entries that those entries were not actual, but were copied from past self-forgiveness statements.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not apply myself as diligently and consistently as what I have done coming up to the point where I started copying past self-forgiveness statements a few days ago within my blog, whereas I have used past self-forgiveness documents/workings in order to “fill in the gap” that were left through me not wanting to write in my blog within some of the past previous days – instead of constantly and continuously applying myself on a daily and consistent basis, so as to thoroughly apply myself within the act of changing myself so as to go into and within all aspects of me – which manifests differently from day to day – through the application of self-forgiveness within the “7 years to life process” so as to effectively change myself from a self-interested individual who only cares for the survival of itself, to a universally interested individual who cares and act for the interests of what is best for all – through the constant and continuous use of the self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to all-together change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, in order to become equal to life as that which is equal and one with the physical as life.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within laziness within the consideration of my 7 years to life process, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “being lazy” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “laziness”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “lazy character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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