I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within spite within the secret mind when I was being arrested by the police officer for not wearing my seatbelt, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within spite towards the police officer through me entertaining spiteful thoughts towards the police officer as he was doing his job of arresting me for not wearing my seatbelt, as I was participating within my own mind through me thinking spiteful thoughts such as “damn policeman” or “ fuck the policeman” or “ fucking bastard” because of having been caught by the policeman without my seatbelt on as I was driving – instead of me stopping my participation within spite towards the policeman through me simply returning my attention to who I am HERE through the use of breathing, within the practice of self-forgiveness so as to see where I allow myself to participate within spite through the mind, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to re-script myself towards what is best for all life, as what is best for all is best for everyone.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose control of my expression through me becoming possessed by the raucous energetic reactions that occurred within and as myself when I became aware of being caught by the policeman, as I became so entrenched within and as the energetic reactions within myself, that my verbal expression became muddled and confused, as I stumbled and stuttered within the words that I used to express myself towards the police officer, because of the overwhelming feeling of guilt which overcame me as I was completely aware of being at fault within the infraction, and that I was left without any alibies or arguments to defend myself in front of the police officer, as I was left stuttering within the conversations that ensued with the police officer, instead of remaining posed and calm within my expression as should have been the case if I had applied the effective breathing application so as to remain stable HERE within and as the physical as myself as life.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the victim character through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling guilty” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “guilt”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “guilty character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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