I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear looking for work, because of the fear that I have of having to face myself within the working environment, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the worries of the mind, such as me allowing myself to worry about how I will be received by others within a working environment, how I will fare in my work within my working environment and how I will handle the stress of working within a working environment – instead of stopping myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate within the worries of the mind, through me applying the simple tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to stop myself from continuously and constantly participating within the mind, and bring myself back here to who and what I truly am as all as one as equal as life as the physical, equal and one with all living beings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I will have a hard time being myself when I will find myself within a working environment, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I will be negatively influenced by the pressure to perform which will undoubtedly be present when I will find myself within a working environment, because of my past experiences within a working environment where I found myself regularly stressed out and nervous within and as myself as I was participating within working tasks that were related to the jobs that I had in the past – instead of realising that every new job is different within the fact that the working environment changes and within the fact that I change as well, which means that the fears and worries that I have of being stressed out within a working environment are not to be taken into account and that if I am to participate within the worries and fears of the mind in relation to working, that I am to immediately apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to bring myself back here within and as stability as the physical as who I am here, one and equal to all living beings.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the fear to work character through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “fear of working” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “fear”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “fearful being”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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