I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the competition character whenever I watch an Olympic event on television, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to delve within the competition character through me competing within my own mind, with and towards those who opposes the athletes or teams that I have decided to support within an Olympic event as opposed to the athletes or teams that I have decided not to support within an Olympic event, and that within this, that I have accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated by the mind’s construct as energetic reactions towards positive or negative polarity within the relationship towards the athlete or team that I have decided to support – instead of stopping my habitual participation within polarity as the mind which feeds and fuels the competition character within my own mind, through the effective application of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within the mind and return to who and what I am HERE within and as the breath, one and equal with the physical as life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within spite towards any American athlete within my secret mind, whenever I watch an Olympic event that opposes an American to any other athlete from any other countries, where I participate within spiteful words such as “kill the American asshole” and “c’mon, kill that fucking American bastard” and other thoughts of such nature – instead of stopping myself from participating within thoughts of spite within my secret mind, through me applying the tools of breathing in order to interrupt the though process whenever the spiteful thoughts appear, the tools of self-forgiveness to forgive myself from participating within such spiteful thoughts, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to correct the erroneous behaviour in order to change myself from being controlled and directed by the mind, to being the self-directive principle of me in my world within returning HERE within and as the physical, equal and one with all living beings.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the competition character through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “fear of working” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “competition”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “competition character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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