I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to watch the Olympic Games in a religious fashion, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to assist to almost 50% of all of the major Olympic events that were presented on television, as I was constantly and continuously invested within the Olympic Games wherein I have invested a lot of time and energy within the act of “keeping up with the medal counts” and “keeping up with the Olympian’s records” – instead of having within consistency, applied myself within the 7 years to life process whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to “not be as effective within my 7 years to life process” wherein I have skipped a few days’ worth of applying myself to the expense of watching the Olympic Games on television – as I was mesmerised by the “show” of the Olympic Games to the extent where I left my habitual practices such as being consistent within my writing within the 7 years to life process behind, – instead of having continued with my consistent application of writing, through me moving myself to write and self-forgive myself within a consistent fashion, and through me consistently applying the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to rescript myself within the principle of oneness and equality through the constant application of the tools mentioned above, in order to eventually birth myself as life from the physical, and return to who and where I am and will always be as HERE within and as the physical as life.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the competition character through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “fear of working” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “competition”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “competition character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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