I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the “comparison game between sexes” when I was witnessing the Olympic Games, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the mind as comparison, through me comparing the males and females athletes within the starting point of separation through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within the comparison of “winners” and “losers” where I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive the female athletes as being “losers” in comparison to male athletes that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive as “winners” in comparison to their female counterparts, strictly because of the assessment that males are stronger than females and as such, that males are the “winners” when it comes to games of athletic competition and where females are the “losers” within the comparison to their male counterparts – instead of stopping my participation within the games of competition and separation between sexes, through me refocusing my attention to who and what I am HERE within and as self-honesty as the BREATH, instead of wallowing within the games of comparison within the mind through my accepted and allowed participation within the mind construct of competition, and thus to re-align myself to who I am HERE through the application of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to bring myself back to who I am here within and as the physical, so as to stabilise myself HERE and stop allowing myself to be disrupted by the energies of the mind in the “there”.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel insecure about my manhood after watching the Olympic Games, whereas I was witness to seeing strong muscular women within some sporting events, which had the effect of making me feel insecure about my manhood within the fact that those women athletes were more muscular than me and most of the men that I know – instead of stopping myself from participating within the feeling of insecurity, through me stopping the feeling of insecurity through the simple tools of breathing, so as to bring my self-awareness back HERE to who and what I am as life as the physical, the tools of self-forgiveness so as to mark the points within myself that are still generating separation within and as myself and thus the outside world, the tools of self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, so as to eventually birth myself as life from the physical and stop myself from being enslaved by the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the women will eventually overpower men in athletics, because of having been witness to some of the events where women showed strong muscular improvement over past Olympic Games and through this, having feared that women will eventually overpower men in athletics because of the perceived extent at which women are generally improving within sports in comparison to the perceived extent at which men are generally improving within sports – instead of stopping myself from participating within fear through the application of the tools of breathing, so as to stop the occurrence of fear from overpowering me, the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, so as to eventually rebirth myself as life as one as equal as the physical and change the abuse nature that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, to a nature that honours and dignifies life in all ways, allways.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the competition character through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “fear of working” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “competition”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “competition character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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