I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend my time wallowing in video games, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within energetic reactions such as fear, anxiousness, worry, exaltation and others when I play video games with myself or with friends of mine – instead of stopping my participation within the constructs of the mind through me breathing through the energetic reactions within, and applying the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to re-script myself from being automated by the robotic mind reactions that I have copied from those who have come before me, to being a self-directive being whereas I reclaim my self-directive principle as the self-movement of myself within myself, whereas I become the one who moves within me instead of merely reacting to the pre-programming as the mind habits that I have come to mistakenly claimed as being my own – and thus change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, so that Who I am as life is rebirthed out of the physical, so as to change what I, and by extension we, have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become as the current system of abuse of the world, into a system which honours and dignifies life as what it should have been from the very beginning.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “anxiety or nervousness” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “competition”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “gamer character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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