I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being criticised by another, whereas in the case of being criticised, I would participate within thoughts in order to generate noise within my secret mind only so that I wouldn’t be able to correctly hear the critique being made against me because of me not wanting to be aware of that which can be perceived as being negative and against me, because of me fearing certain words that others are eligible to express against me – instead of stopping myself from fearing being criticised by another, through me changing the signification and meaning that certain words may have so that I would stop reacting out of fear towards those words, and regain the full directive authority over myself and over everything that occurs within me, so as to remain stable here within and as the physical as life, and if I am to be moved by another’s words being made in relation to me, that I am to immediately apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become such as the robotic nature that I have copied from those who have come before me, and rebirth myself as life from the physical, so that my actions and deeds change from being only concerned with my self-interests, to being concerned to the interests of the many such as to change my actions so that they suit what is best for all life, equal and one with all living beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to love being adulated/cherished by another, whereas in the case of being adulated/cherished, I would participate within thoughts of positively charged energies, because of me loving/appreciating/polarising certain words that others are eligible to express in relation to me – instead of stopping myself from loving/polarising being adulated/cherished by another, through me changing the signification and meaning that certain words may have so that I would stop reacting out of positive feelings towards those words, and regain the full directive authority over myself and over everything that occurs within me, so as to remain stable here within and as the physical as life, and if I am to be moved by another’s words being made in relation to me, that I am to immediately apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become such as the robotic nature that I have copied from those who have come before me, and rebirth myself as life from the physical, so that my actions and deeds change from being only concerned with my self-interests, to being concerned to the interests of the many such as to change my actions so that they suit what is best for all life, equal and one with all living beings.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react out of fear whenever I am about to read a document or text or mail that have been sent to me as a feedback  to my actions, wherein I would accept and allow myself to “read quickly without properly understanding the words within the text document” because of the fear that I have of reading something that would go against the self-image that I have set out for myself within my secret mind, such as being perfect the way that I am whereas any suggestions that I may be otherwise are automatically discarded out of the fear of actually having to change the positive self-image that I have set out for myself within my secret mind – instead of stopping myself from allowing myself from participating with the constructs of the mind such as stopping the energetic reactions towards the words that I read which are destined to me personally, through me applying the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be within and as the words that I read, so as to eventually remain completely stable when reading such words.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “anxiety or nervousness” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “fear”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “perfect self-image that I hold onto within the secret mind”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

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