I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be obsessed with a video game to the point where I think about the video game almost all of the time, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within thoughts of playing the video game when I am doing other things, such as walking down the street, reading a book or watching television, because of being obsessed with the idea of winning the game, within the context of playing the game on-line with other beings – instead of applying myself within the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, such as what I know to be what I need to do within those circumstances in order to stop myself from allowing myself from participating within the mind as obsession, and eventually free myself from the enslavement of the mind, in order to re-birth myself as life as the physical, one and equal with all living beings.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within spite towards another human being, when I am playing an online video game with another being, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to use such thoughts as “fucking bastard”, and “what a loser”, and “go fuck yourself” towards beings with whom I am playing the on-line video game with – instead of stopping such reactions of the mind, through the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within spite towards other human beings, and re-align myself to who and what I am here within and as the physical, where no mind as interference of interpretation exists.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the competition character when I am playing an on-line videogame with another human being, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to generate feelings of stress and adrenaline rush whenever I am participating within an on-line competition game with another human being – where the addiction to those feelings have brought me to obsessively think about playing the on-line videogame whenever I am not playing it, because of the addiction that those feelings and emotions have within myself, whereas I have become so addicted to the feelings of winning and the adrenaline rush that comes when I play an on-line video game with another human being, that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my self-responsibility towards myself and another as myself, because of being short sighted when I play the video game – wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to be short-sighted only because my desire to participate within a competition with another human being is greater than my desire to stop myself from participating within such activities – instead of stopping myself from participation within the feelings of competition with another human being through the vector of a video game, with the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the competition character, and re-birth myself as a co-operative character instead, where I honour life and the expression of life in another, as we are all equal and one within and as the physical as life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the positive polarity charge whenever I win while playing the on-line video game with another human being, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to generate feelings of ecstasy and joy when I win the video game while playing on-line with another human being, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to be blinded by the appeal of the video game rather than remaining stable within and as myself as the physical here and thus stop myself from participating within the polarity charge manifestation as joy and ecstasy within myself, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to “put the process aside” for a moment, instead of stopping myself from participating within the polarity manifestation as the mind through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within polarity as the mind, and re-birth myself as life here within and as the physical, where no polarity exists.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the negative polarity charge whenever I lose while playing the on-line video game with another human being, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to generate feelings of depression and sadness when I lose the on-line video game, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to be blinded by the appeal of the video game rather than remaining stable within and as myself as the physical here and thus stop myself from participating within the polarity charge manifestation as depression and sadness within myself, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to “put the process aside” for a moment, instead of stopping myself from participating within the polarity manifestation as the mind through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within polarity as the mind, and re-birth myself as life here within and as the physical, where no polarity exists.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling good or bad about winning/losing an on-line video game” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “competition”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “competition character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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