I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel depressed because of the fact that summer is now over, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to express the feeling of depression towards that fact, because of having associated my moods with the weather, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “good” when it is sunny and warm outside, and where I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “bad” when it is dark and cold outside – instead of stopping myself from participating within those associations through me not allowing myself to participate within the mind and the secret mind as the thoughts which are triggered by the weather, and that if I am to find myself participating within those thoughts – i.e., the thoughts which are associated with the weather outside – that I am to immediately apply the tools of self-forgiveness, breathing, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change my inner reactions towards the weather outside in order that I eventually remain stable within and as myself, whatever the outside circumstances such as the weather conditions.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “good” when it is “sunny and warm outside”, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarity of the mind in relation to the weather conditions, because of having associated “good times” with “warm and sunny” conditions, wherein I usually spend almost all of the “warm and sunny summer days” outside within environments that makes me “feel” good, such as a park or a forest or a field, because of the “physical pleasure” that the “warm and sunny” days effect towards my human physical body, such as the physical sensation of warmth and the physical “beauty” of “summer life” –  within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constantly and continuously participate within the thoughts and back chat of the mind within the internal relationship towards “warm and sunny summer days”, instead of stopping myself from constantly and continuously participate within the mind when faced with “warm and sunny summer days”, through the tools of breathing, so as to focus my attention back to who and what I am HERE, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within the patterns of the mind, and rebirth myself to who I am HERE as the physical as life as all as one as equal, where no mind is necessary for me to function.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “bad” when it is “dark and cold outside”, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarity of the mind in relation to the weather conditions, because of having associated “bad times” with “cold and dark” conditions, wherein I usually spend almost all of the “cold and dark autumn/winter days” inside within environments that makes me “feel” bad, such as any enclosed environment (home, mall, theatres, etc), because of the “physical pain” that the “cold and dark” days effect towards my human physical body, such as the physical sensation of coldness and the physical aspect of “autumn/winter life”, where the “seasonal cycles of death” are in full force – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constantly and continuously participate within the thoughts and back chat of the mind within the internal relationship towards “cold and dark autumn/winter days”, instead of stopping myself from constantly and continuously participate within the mind when faced with “cold and dark autumn/winter days”, through the tools of breathing, so as to remove my attention towards the vacuous mind and focus my attention back to who and what I am HERE as the physical, self-forgiveness so as to see what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, self-honesty so as to see myself for who and what I truly am and self-corrective application so as to change and stop myself from participating within the patterns of the mind, and rebirth myself to who I am HERE as the physical as life as all as one as equal, where no mind is necessary for me to function.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have the weather conditions affect my moods, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to become depressed when it is cold and dark outside, and where I have accepted and allowed myself to become happy when it is warm and sunny outside, because of having spent a lifetime associating “good experiences” with being outside in the open because of good weather conditions (warm and sunny sunlight), and having spent a lifetime associating “bad experiences” with being inside because of bad weather conditions (cold, dark, rain, snow) – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constantly and continuously feed the polarity of the mind through me reinforcing the “good feelings” through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within the thoughts which are triggered by “good weather conditions”, and through me reinforcing the “bad feelings” through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within the thoughts which are triggered by “bad weather conditions” – instead of stopping myself from participating within the polarity of the mind through me stopping myself from participating within the thoughts, feelings and emotions which are triggered by the outside weather conditions, and that if I am to find myself participating within such thoughts, feelings and emotions, that I am to immediately and consistently apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and rebirth myself to who and what I truly am here, within and as the physical as life where the realisation of being equal and one with all living beings, becomes fully realised.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wallow into depression because of the fact that it is getting darker every day, as we are approaching the winter solstice in the northern hemisphere, wherein this fact means that daylight gets shorter by the day and where darkness gets longer by the day – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by the amount of daylight and darkness of a day, instead of remaining stable within and as myself HERE, without me getting into the games of the mind where the good and bad feelings are entertained, and that if I am to find myself participating within the polarity of the mind in regards to the amount of daylight or darkness that befalls upon me through the natural cycles of the seasons within the northern hemisphere, that I am thus to immediately apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and rebirth myself as who I truly am HERE within and as the physical as life, where no outside phenomenon has any power over who and what I am here as life eternal.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to stop my participation within energetically charged experiences through me, whenever I experience the movements of positive or negative energies within me, immediately stop such participations through the BREATH/BREATHING and place myself HERE within and as the physicality as me. If an opportunity to self-forgive arises, I apply self-forgiveness aloud or within myself. I remind myself that the energetically charged experience/thought/feeling/emotion is a pattern that I no longer want to participate in and as the mind.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling good or bad about the weather conditions” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “depression/happiness towards the weather conditions”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “weather affected character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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