I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play within the images in the mind, whenever I go to bed at night, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to follow the path where the images playing out in my mind brings me to, such as spending enormous amounts of time watching the images in my mind play out – leading me to have trouble falling asleep – instead of stopping myself from participating within the images of the mind, through me applying the tool of breathing in order to bring myself back here, within and as who I am as the physical as life – instead of constantly and continuously accept and allow myself to participate within the imaginations of the mind – and apply the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within the mind in order to return my awareness to who I really am as the physical as life here – where no mind interferes.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek to see images within my mind before falling asleep, whereas I spend enormous amounts of time trying to generate imagery that would feed my inner-most fantasies, instead of stopping myself from constantly and continuously feeding the mind through me participating within its constructs such as imagination – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the patterns of the mind as imagination, that I am to immediately stop myself from moving further into the mind, through the immediate application of breathing – so as to bring my focussed awareness to HERE in the physical instead of THERE in the mind – and the application of self-forgiveness so as to release myself from the points that are keeping me locked within the mind, self-honesty so as to really see who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the slave of the mind and self-corrective application so as to change my inner mind programming into a self-programmed being that would only act within the interest of what is best for all, instead of continuing down the path of self-deception and self-abuse such as what I have blindly programmed myself into being through the copying of the behaviours of those that have come before me – so as to rebirth myself into what I truly am as life as the physical, which is one and equal with all human beings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have programmed myself into the patterned behaviour of “holding-unto-good-memories-that-have-occurred-within-a-specific-day-so-that-I-can-reminisce-upon-them-later-when-I go-to-bed-at-night”, through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within the pattern of “holding unto the images of the events that generate a good feeling within me within a specific day” whereas I deliberately seek to “photograph within my mind”, events that go on within my daily activities that I deem to be “good” – so that I will have “something good to remember about the day that just ended” when going to bed at night – instead of stopping myself from participating within this behaviour when the desire to “picture-frame a moment deemed as good within my daily activities”, through the usage of the tools of breathing – so as to stop myself from further participating within the mind and bring my focussed awareness back to who and what I am HERE -, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change myself from what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and rebirth myself as life as the physical, which is one and equal with all living beings.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to stop my participation within energetically charged experiences through me, whenever I experience the movements of positive or negative energies within me, immediately stop such participations through the BREATH/BREATHING and place myself HERE within and as the physicality as me. If an opportunity to self-forgive arises, I apply self-forgiveness aloud or within myself. I remind myself that the energetically charged experience/thought/feeling/emotion is a pattern that I no longer want to participate in and as the mind.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “wanting to participate within the images of the mind” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “playfulness within the imagery of the mind”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “mind interested character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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