I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my desire to look at porn and masturbate to porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny my desire to masturbate to porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny my desire to masturbate to pictures of the female body

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to embrace masturbation without suppression to explore and see who I am within masturbation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge masturbation as being of pictures of the mind of porn of the sex system and therefore have not allowed myself to explore masturbation as an expression of me without judgment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate masturbation from me through judging it as being of the mind of pictures of desire – within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from desire instead of embracing and becoming and applying self forgiveness for all and everything within me

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to let go completely without judgment and embrace all as me instead of separating my mind from me and pushing it away

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being self dishonest thereby accepting and allowing myself to separate the mind from me and judge the mind as being less than me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the mind as being less than and inferior to me thereby separating the mind from me within and as my judgment of the mind

I am the mind

I am not of the mind

I am here within and as the mind consciousness system

I am here within and as my desires and habits and patterns and constructs – but I am not of them – I am not defined or identified by them

and so I embrace all and everything of desire, want, need, lust within me because it is me as what I have accepted and allowed to exist within and as me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be one with and equal to the lust for sexual gratification through looking at pictures and images of the human body

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be one with and equal to sex as defined by physical gratification through becoming aroused by looking at and experiencing pictures and images of the human body

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to open up the sex expression and masturbation expression as an unconditional expression of who I am as life in oneness and equality for me as me as an expression of me

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have never actually experienced sexual expression as me for me in oneness and equality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get pleasure in observing others as pictures performing sexual acts from a voyeuristic perspective – taking advantage of the vulnerability of another

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my own vulnerability for granted instead of embracing me within vulnerability and exploring my own vulnerability

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate other human beings from me therein allowing myself to be able to take pleasure in voyeurism

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become accustomed to having pictures within my mind do whatever I want them to to fulfill and gratify my lust for physical sexual acts

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is difficult and hard for me to transcend the sex system within me

I direct me within this process – I determine the speed of my process according to my will

I will

I will this process as me

I do not and will not accept or allow suppression and denial to exist within and as me as the experience of me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is okay and normal to receive pleasure from observing another being from a voyeuristic perspective

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within taking pleasure from observing another being from a voyeuristic perspective, abuse that being’s vulnerability through my own accepted and allowed separation of that being from me

I do not accept or allow this

I stand here as all as one as equal as who I am in each moment – and therefore any and all pleasure and satisfaction taken from observing another from a voyeuristic perspective is me taking for granted another being, me abusing another being, and me separating another being from me

this is unacceptable as it is separation within my mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define sexuality and sexual expression according to and as observing another being from a voyeuristic perspective

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize and see that all desire exists within and as me separating me from myself and therefore believing and perceiving that I am able to get something from someone or something separate from me