I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that to be a vegetarian is to be a better person than those who eat meat, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within games of polarity such as being “better than” those who eat meat while I perceived those who eat meat as being “less than” those who didn’t eat meat, instead of realising that my accepted and allowed participation within the polarity of the mind only reinforces my enslavement to the mind from within which I separate myself further into separation, rather than stopping myself from being enslaved by the mind through me stopping participating within such polarity manifestation through the tools of self-investigation through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, so as to become one and equal to the physical as life where there is no participation within whatever forms of polarity as the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have judged those who eat meat as being “bad” because of the perception that this choice of lifestyle is in detriment to the animals and thus a detriment to life, because of the fact that one is not obliged to eat meat in order to survive, being that vegetarianism is a viable alternative to eating meat, whereas one can find all of the necessary proteins and substitute within being vegetarian and that eating meat is not necessary in order to survive in this world, instead of realising that being a vegetarian is not something which everyone in this world can afford as those who doesn’t have money and or are not in a position to be vegetarians have no choice but to eat meat in order to survive – such as the poor living in third world countries – and that the act of eating meat is not a “bad” thing as it is oftentimes the only available resource of food for the most of humanity. Within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that to be a vegetarian is reserved to the “elite” of the world, whereas only those who have the money or who are in a favourable economic system can be vegetarians, because of the realisation that not everyone can be a vegetarian as most of the population suffers from hunger and that the only available resource for food is meat. Within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to place myself within the shoes of another, such as the poor living in the third world countries who have no choice but to eat meat – wherein the hunger they are experiencing is so extensive that they will eat almost anything that is presented to them so as to relieve themselves from the hunger which is making their lives a living hell, and through realising that within equality and oneness, no one is better or worse than another because of one’s eating lifestyle as we are all equally and one responsible for what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become within this reality as the abuse of physicality in order to satisfy what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become as constant consumers of life as the act of being a vegetarian or being a meat eater is equal and one within the perspective that both need to eat life as the physical in order to survive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel better about myself when I eat food based in vegetarianism instead of eating food based on the meat industry, because of what I have seen through the internet regarding what really happens within the meat industry – where it is seen just how extensive the abuse towards life as the animals is accepted and allowed to continue within the meat industry – and that from watching these videos such as “the earthers”, that I have decided to be and become a vegetarian only because of my desire to fuel positive feelings within and as the act of eating, because of the perception that being a vegetarian is “better than” eating meat, because of the fact that I do not at least participate within the abuse of life as the abuse of animals when I eat food based in vegetarianism – within this, I forgive myself that i haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me seeing myself as being “better than” those who eat meat because of me defining myself as being a vegetarian, that I thus automatically accept and allow myself to judge those who eat meat as being “less than me”, thus accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarities of the mind, such as the games of superiorities and inferiorities, wherein I only further the “cancer of the world” as consciousness as the absolute separation from who we are as Life HERE within and as the physical, instead of stopping such participation within the mind as separation through me applying the tools of BREATHING, writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to become one and equal as the physical as life here within oneness and equality, so as to change my expression from one where I am conditioned/programmed by the mind to one where I am equal and one with the unconditional expression of who I am as the physical as Life eternal.
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad when I see an animal which is caged, because of the projection of myself within and as the animal whereas I project my sense of liberty within and as the sense of liberty of the animal, making me sad about the fact that my liberty would be confined to the limited space of a cage if I were to be the animal which is caged, instead of realising that because of me feeling bad/sad for the animal which is caged, that I thus automatically participate within feelings of goodness/happiness/high energy when I see an animal which is not caged, thus making me still subject to be controlled by the limited confines of the mind, such as the cage that I as the physical as life am in within and as myself, through the continuous participation within polarity such as feeling good and feeling bad which only furthers my enslavement to the mind as the illusion of myself, rather than stopping such participation within the inner limits of the mind through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to be and become the unconditional expression as life as me acting within the perspective of what is best for all life wherein no mind exist but only self-expression as life unconditional remains.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to love animals more than I love humans, because of the perception that animals give unconditional love whereas there is no condition placed by the animals for the attention/care/love they express to humans, instead of the conditions that humans place on the attention/care/love that they give one another, as the conditions of loving someone for their “beauty” or their “intelligence” or their “personality”, instead of realising that through me accepting and allowing myself to “love” animals more than I love humans, that I thus only further the separation as the selective mind through me accepting and allowing myself to “love animals MORE than I love humans”, thus still allowing myself to participate within the polarities of the mind as MORE THAN and LESS THAN, and that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within such polarities of the mind, that I will only further the system of abuse in this world through me generating friction as conflict as spite/blame/justification that I hold against humanity for not “loving/caring” for one another like the unconditional “love and care” that I see the animals giving to humans.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from humanity as what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become as the system of abuse of the world, because of me seeing/perceiving myself as being “better than the rest of humanity” because of having defined myself as being a vegetarian, instead of realising that I am not “better than” the rest of humanity simply because i still continue to participate within the polarities of the mind such as “more than” or “less than” which only furthers the system of abuse as separation instead of stopping such participation within separation through me self-investigating what I have programmed myself into being as the mind as separation, through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to become the real expression of myself as all as one as equal as the physical as life, Equal and one with all living beings.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within such games of mind polarity such as feeling good or bad for the status of animals through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within the mind as games of polarity, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy – to which I am ultimately not, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling good or feeling bad” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of an animal lover, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the feeling/experience of high/positive energy, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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