oppositesLa partie de moi qui “n’existe pas” est transportée par mon “esprit”, puisque ce dernier “n’existe pas” de façon empirique à l’intérieur de “l’univers observable”. Est-ce que l’on peut quantifier où localiser l’esprit dans le monde matériel? La réponse évidente est que non. La partie de moi qui “existe” par contre, est celle qui est transporté par mon corps physique, puisque ce dernier “existe” de façon empirique à l’intérieur de “l’univers observable”. Est-ce que l’on peut quantifier où localiser le “corps physique” dans le monde matériel? La réponse évidente est que oui.

Ces deux parties, soit la partie “visible” – le physique – et la partie “invisible” – l’esprit -, participent CONJOINTEMENT et SIMULTANÉMENT à la CRÉATION de l’univers observable qui nous entoure. L’acte de créer, vue selon une perspective de “cause-à-effet” ou systémique, prend d’abord son origine dans la demeure “invisible” de l’existence, soit le monde “spirituel/esprit”, et se transmet/transpose naturellement vers le monde “matériel/physique” par l’entremise du “corps physique” – soit l’endroit exact où l’invisible – l’antimatière – rencontre le visible – la matière. Ce point de rencontre entre le visible et l’invisible, créé le corps matériel à travers lequel s’exprime les mouvements engendrés par l’expression de ces 2 oppositions.

Mais la réalité est que l’un ne vient pas avant l’autre, où plutôt que “l’invisible” ne vient pas “avant” le “visible”, puisque les 2 sont mutuellement joint et ne peuvent en aucun temps être dissocié l’un de l’autre, simplement puisque “l’un” – l’invisible – permet “l’autre” – le visible et que puisque l’un « EST » de façon éternelle – soit l’invisible – l’autre l’est également. Dès que l’un est “nommé”, l’aspect de lui-même qui l’oppose se voit automatiquement relégué aux “oubliettes”, afin de permettre l’avènement de “l’un” qui “l’oppose”.

Contrairement à ce qui est perçu, ce n’Est pas parce que nous percevons qu’un seul coté de la manifestation des choses que “l’envers” de ces dites choses disparait instantanément. Autrement dit, ce n’Est pas parce que nous percevons la partie  illuminé d’un objet que son ombre disparait. L’ombre – ce qui oppose une “chose” nommé ou défini par la raison – est indissociable de la chose/définition/nom qu’elle permet de composer et se retrouve toujours de « l’autre côté » de la « face » de la chose que nous observons. Sans l’ombre, il n’y a pas de côté illuminé – tout comme sans “ombre”, ou partie “cachée”, il n’y a pas de “partie dévoilée”, ou de “choses visibles”, “nommées” ou “définies”.

L’ombre véritable des choses est ce qui est reléguées aux oubliettes, soit ce qui ne peut absolument pas être “dévoilé”, puisque dès lors que “l’ombre” se “dévoile”, elle n’est alors donc plus dans “l’ombre” ou les “oubliettes” et perd donc instantanément de sa qualité étant nécessaire à la création des choses, soit sa qualité intrinsèque d’être à jamais dans “l’ombre”.

 

Ainsi, donc, la raison pour laquelle ces 2 aspects de toutes choses se DOIVENT d’exister de façon simultanée, soit que l’aspect qui est “visible” et l’aspect qui est “invisible” se doivent de s’exprimer mutuellement et ce au même moment – est que l’un permet l’autre et que dès lors que l’un s’exprime, l’autre s’exprime également mais dans un sens qui est et demeurera à jamais « invisible » à l’un qui l’oppose. Ceci est dû au fait que l’envers d’une chose est toujours son « absence totale ». Dès qu’une chose est nommée, elle appartient instantanément au domaine de « ce qui est », soit ce qui n’est pas absent, et se voit donc simultanément extraite du domaine de « ce qui n’est pas », soit ce qui est absent. Par exemple, lorsqu’une personne exprime de la « joie » dans un moment donné, la « tristesse » qui l’oppose sera manifestée instantanément dans  l’aspect « inconscient » de cette personne, puisque c’est invariablement le « contraste » entre les 2 qui permet à l’autre d’être « exprimé » ou d’exister. Le contraste original est et sera toujours celui qui existe entre « ce qui est » – ou la matière – et ce qui « n’est pas » – ou l’antimatière, donc, tout ce qui est rendu visible appartient au domaine de « ce qui est », alors que tout ce qui demeure invisible appartient au domaine de « ce qui n’est pas ».

L’invisible sera toujours et à jamais caché de toutes les découvertes faites par l’homme, puisque dès l’ors qu’une découverte sera effectuée en relation à l’origine de toutes choses, cette “découverte” exprimera un aspect de “l’invisible” qui sera soudainement rendu “visible” et que, pour cette simple raison, l’essence même de ce qui est “invisible” demeurera insaisissable, puisque dès l’ors qu’on croit le saisir avec une nouvelle définition des choses, son essence nous échappe puisque ne pouvant jamais être saisis à l’intérieur d’une définition quelconque, puisqu’une définition enlève tout de ce qu’elle tente de saisir, soit le « non-définissable ». Puisque ce qui est saisissable – la matière – est éternellement présente autour de nous en tant que formes matérielle, l’insaisissable l’est également et mutuellement puisque ce dernier PERMET l’existence de la matière qui l’oppose – et vice-versa. Sans l’un, il ne peut y avoir l’autre et que puisque l’un existe de façon éternelle – le rien – l’autre existe simultanément – le tout – mais de façon temporelle à l’intérieur de l’éternité.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel depressed because of the fact that summer is now over, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to express the feeling of depression towards that fact, because of having associated my moods with the weather, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “good” when it is sunny and warm outside, and where I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “bad” when it is dark and cold outside – instead of stopping myself from participating within those associations through me not allowing myself to participate within the mind and the secret mind as the thoughts which are triggered by the weather, and that if I am to find myself participating within those thoughts – i.e., the thoughts which are associated with the weather outside – that I am to immediately apply the tools of self-forgiveness, breathing, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change my inner reactions towards the weather outside in order that I eventually remain stable within and as myself, whatever the outside circumstances such as the weather conditions.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “good” when it is “sunny and warm outside”, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarity of the mind in relation to the weather conditions, because of having associated “good times” with “warm and sunny” conditions, wherein I usually spend almost all of the “warm and sunny summer days” outside within environments that makes me “feel” good, such as a park or a forest or a field, because of the “physical pleasure” that the “warm and sunny” days effect towards my human physical body, such as the physical sensation of warmth and the physical “beauty” of “summer life” –  within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constantly and continuously participate within the thoughts and back chat of the mind within the internal relationship towards “warm and sunny summer days”, instead of stopping myself from constantly and continuously participate within the mind when faced with “warm and sunny summer days”, through the tools of breathing, so as to focus my attention back to who and what I am HERE, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within the patterns of the mind, and rebirth myself to who I am HERE as the physical as life as all as one as equal, where no mind is necessary for me to function.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “bad” when it is “dark and cold outside”, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarity of the mind in relation to the weather conditions, because of having associated “bad times” with “cold and dark” conditions, wherein I usually spend almost all of the “cold and dark autumn/winter days” inside within environments that makes me “feel” bad, such as any enclosed environment (home, mall, theatres, etc), because of the “physical pain” that the “cold and dark” days effect towards my human physical body, such as the physical sensation of coldness and the physical aspect of “autumn/winter life”, where the “seasonal cycles of death” are in full force – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constantly and continuously participate within the thoughts and back chat of the mind within the internal relationship towards “cold and dark autumn/winter days”, instead of stopping myself from constantly and continuously participate within the mind when faced with “cold and dark autumn/winter days”, through the tools of breathing, so as to remove my attention towards the vacuous mind and focus my attention back to who and what I am HERE as the physical, self-forgiveness so as to see what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, self-honesty so as to see myself for who and what I truly am and self-corrective application so as to change and stop myself from participating within the patterns of the mind, and rebirth myself to who I am HERE as the physical as life as all as one as equal, where no mind is necessary for me to function.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have the weather conditions affect my moods, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to become depressed when it is cold and dark outside, and where I have accepted and allowed myself to become happy when it is warm and sunny outside, because of having spent a lifetime associating “good experiences” with being outside in the open because of good weather conditions (warm and sunny sunlight), and having spent a lifetime associating “bad experiences” with being inside because of bad weather conditions (cold, dark, rain, snow) – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constantly and continuously feed the polarity of the mind through me reinforcing the “good feelings” through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within the thoughts which are triggered by “good weather conditions”, and through me reinforcing the “bad feelings” through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within the thoughts which are triggered by “bad weather conditions” – instead of stopping myself from participating within the polarity of the mind through me stopping myself from participating within the thoughts, feelings and emotions which are triggered by the outside weather conditions, and that if I am to find myself participating within such thoughts, feelings and emotions, that I am to immediately and consistently apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and rebirth myself to who and what I truly am here, within and as the physical as life where the realisation of being equal and one with all living beings, becomes fully realised.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wallow into depression because of the fact that it is getting darker every day, as we are approaching the winter solstice in the northern hemisphere, wherein this fact means that daylight gets shorter by the day and where darkness gets longer by the day – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by the amount of daylight and darkness of a day, instead of remaining stable within and as myself HERE, without me getting into the games of the mind where the good and bad feelings are entertained, and that if I am to find myself participating within the polarity of the mind in regards to the amount of daylight or darkness that befalls upon me through the natural cycles of the seasons within the northern hemisphere, that I am thus to immediately apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and rebirth myself as who I truly am HERE within and as the physical as life, where no outside phenomenon has any power over who and what I am here as life eternal.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to stop my participation within energetically charged experiences through me, whenever I experience the movements of positive or negative energies within me, immediately stop such participations through the BREATH/BREATHING and place myself HERE within and as the physicality as me. If an opportunity to self-forgive arises, I apply self-forgiveness aloud or within myself. I remind myself that the energetically charged experience/thought/feeling/emotion is a pattern that I no longer want to participate in and as the mind.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling good or bad about the weather conditions” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “depression/happiness towards the weather conditions”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “weather affected character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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I am tired of having this nagging feeling inside of me that makes me feel empty inside. I am tired of feeling depressed when I wake up in the morning. I am feeling blue, this springtime, of being in the phase of my life where my mother is not living with me any longer. I feel that my mother is the closest being that I hever new and even if I thought I had separated myself from her, by cutting the umbellical cord, so to speak, I still feel, from time to time – especially now in the springtime where life is beginning anew all around me – that I am still attached to her. However, I am tired of feeling sad and empty like this. Seems to me that the feeling originated when I was very young and that I still cling unto it to this day. As if the child in me wants everything to be back the way it was when my mother was taking care of me. I do not want to take care and support me all by myself. In my head, I would prefer killing myself than to have to support myself for the rest of my life being alone and lonely (what I am doing now is that I am letting out all of my currently felt feelings/thoughts/emotions so that I may practically apply self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-correcting applications once I will have empty myself of that nagging feeling which is pushing me down). Nowadays, I feel that my loneliness is a curse and that I can never experiment happiness since I do not want to participate in the world socially. I do not want to participate in the sorld socially because of the past experiences that I’ve had with the world, in that I am, more often than not, rejected for who I am. Either I am rejected for the way that I express myself, or that I am rejected for the image that I portray of myself within this world. I do not want to experiment that feeling any more but that feeling keeps on coming back to me every day when I awake. It is that feeling of emptiness and sadness that keeps me from being vigilent within myself and it pushes me to look down at my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is weight to emptiness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need to concentrate in order to go deep within myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that concentration is separate from me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my own uncomprehensions unto others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my insecurities unto others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to criticise the way others are expressing their self-forgiveness sentences while I am, in fact, criticising myself for my perceived difficulties in expressing myself in a clear and efficient manner.

Another problem that I have is that I tend to find it difficult to go deep within myself in order to pinpoint the cause of my self-created sufferings. I am tired of being lazy about what I should do in order to free myself and stop the mind from making me lazy about my own process more often than not. I want to be more dilligent in my application but I always stop myself from going deep with the excuse that I am unable to find the specific words and sentences to express what I am living from within. I know what is to be done, by the examples given at the desteni forum and all of the desteni related documents, but I tend to not participate as much as I should in the self-forgivness process by re-utilising the same excuse that I am not well versed enough, in french or in english, to participate in the process in a more effective fashion. I mean, I seldom have the words that I would like to use in my writings in order to pinpoint a feeling that I may be experimenting at a particular moment. Oftentimes, the words come to me after I have completed the sentence that I would be elaborating at a particular moment, and when that word comes, I have lost the flow of the sentence I was into which discourages me in working out that nagging feeling within me which only feeds my mind consciousness system further.

I want it to stop. I want to be able to come up with the correct sentence construction so that I may feel that what I say actually relates to what I experiment and feel.

Now, at the current moment of writing this sentence, I do not feel as I did when I started this entry – where I expressed my feeling of emptiness and loneliness – but I feel as if I opened myself up to myself, which makes me feel better. What needs to be done now, is for me to effectly use the specefic points of destructuve mind consciousness reccurent self-denial habits just mentionned in self-corrective self-forgiveness applications in writings and out loud in order to become aware of the specific deep structures of mind which keeps suppressing me in favor of mind consciousness programs that I have accepted and allowed within myself as a definition of myself. I am not my mind consciousness system and all of it’s different subversive systems. I am not to be supressed any longer by my past experiences which has fed my mind consciousness system so to keep a false definition of who I am based on experiences of polarities which has fed my mind consciousness system’s definition of who I am based on lies about what I truly am.

Self-forgiveness applications:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the excuse of “not wanting to participate in the process any more” because I think that I did all that needed to be done in order to free myself from my mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I do not need to continue on with the self-forgiveness part of the current process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always have to justify myself in my self-forgiveness applications.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in justifications as a way to liberate myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I know how to liberate myself based on past experiences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself based on the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself based on past experiences of myself and of others interactions with myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself based on what others perceive myself to be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself based on what others see me has being based on the image that I carry.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself based on the image that I carry.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I carry an image.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I carry an image that needs to be defended from other images out there.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am an image.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit my expression based on the image that the mirror projects of me at a particular moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit my self expression because of believing that I can only accurately express myself when I project a positive image of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prefer being silent within my own mind and therefore creating this situation of having difficulties in expressing myself to myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I do not have the tools necessary to express myself in a self-liberative purpose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not well versed enough to participate in self-forgiveness application sentences effectively.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others who are participating in the forum at desteni.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others thus generating that uncertainty within me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others thus limiting my self expression at specific situations when I feel impressed by some one else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel impressed by a picture representation of the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value the picture representation of the mind more than what I value of my self as myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to participate in conversation with others because of a desire I have of being left alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be defined by past experience of rejection therefore justifing my belief that to be alone is what life wants me to be

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life is apart from me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life wants me to be alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have projected the belief of being alone unto life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have separated myself from life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare the choice of words another makes to the choice of words I make when expressing myself.

 

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Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

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