I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people like me more when I am happy, wherein I would deliberately manipulate my behaviour so that I would project an image of myself as that of being happy, while being dishonest through feeling otherwise within myself, instead of realising that I am not here to make others feel better about themselves through me projecting an image of being happy, but that I am HERE to express who I am unconditionally within self-honesty so that the results of my actions would benefit all and everyone as that which is best for all life, is best for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek/desire/want others to feel better about themselves through me manipulating my expression so that I would project “high energy as myself” towards others, instead of realising the dishonesty in such expression as the expression would only be made existent in order to manipulate the feelings of others so that they could feel happy about themselves – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play with the feelings of others through me exerting myself as having “high energy”, because of the desire to see others as being happy around me, even if that would mean the suppression of the self-honest expression as myself because of being manipulated by my wants/needs/desires to make others feel happy about themselves, rather than expressing myself as who I am HERE in self-honesty – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that whenever I express myself within “high energy”, that I am expressing myself as being “superior” to another which I then silently within backchat perceive as being “inferior” to myself, from within which I suppress the feeling of inferiority within myself so as to project the image of superiority towards another, instead of stopping such participation of “superiority” and “inferiority” within myself, through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others like me more when I am within the state of being manic, as the state I am in whenever I feel an excessive amount of energy within and as myself within a specific moment of self-expression, through me acting and behaving excessively within the presence of others, wherein I would exaggerate the meaning of what I would be expressing within the energetic flux and flow of my expression, instead of acting and behaving in accordance to who I am within and as stability, as the consequence of me remaining stable within and as the BREATH so that my expression becomes that of life, so that the words I speak and the expression of myself remains unhindered by energetic sub currents such as the energy that I am usually possessed of when I am within a state of manic/high energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people like me more when I have high energy, where I would take substances such as coffee only so that my expression becomes more energetic, wherein I would feel more confident about myself through communicating with another only if I would experience myself as having “high energy” such as the energy which is present within myself when I take substances such as coffee or sugar – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my expression so that it would carry an high amount of energy, so as to feel as being in control of the situation through the confidence that the “high energy” brings into me, instead of realising that whenever I act in accordance with my desires to express myself through “high energy”, that I reinforce the accepted and allowed participation within my mind, such as the accepted and allowed participation within friction as spite/blame as the energetic origins of my expression, instead of stopping such expression of myself as they are games of the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for all as what is best for all is best for me, One and Equal.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that who I am is not a being of energy, which is contrary to what I started believing in when I first discovered spirituality 12 years ago, but that who I am is the being as the physical as life, Equal and One with all living beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel more confident within myself whenever I express myself through the flux and flow of “high energy”, because of the learned behaviour/belief that I only have a short amount of time to express myself whenever I am within the flux and flow of a conversation with another being, wherein I would force myself to express as much as I could within a “short time span” – because of the belief/perception that others would only allow/grant me a “short amount of time for my self-expression within a given conversation”, where I would “cram” as much information as I could within the perceived “window of opportunity” as the “short time span” that I perceived I was allowed to express myself within a given conversation – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to “talk as fast as I could” and thus to “expense as much energy as I could” whenever I had the opportunity to express myself within the perceived “window of opportunity” that I believed others would grant me within a conversation, instead of realising that the act of me “talking as fast as I can” is the act of talking without awareness of who I am/was within the HERE moment, and thus, that I was dishonest within my expression – only expressing myself so that I could give out as much knowledge and information and energy as possible within a short time span, while remaining oblivious to the expression of myself within the HERE moment, which is/was a dishonest expression of who I really am HERE as the BREATH – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that knowledge and information without practical application is useless and thus, that my self-expression within and as knowledge and information only is useless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to talk as fast as I can when I have an opportunity to talk within the span of a conversation with another being, because of the perception that I only have a short amount of time to express myself when within a conversation with another being, because of the imprinted programming that I have accepted and allowed within and as myself as that of not being considered by others when within a conversation – unless my expression is swift/fast enough so that I could/can take the “window of opportunity” within a given conversation, so as to make my expression heard by others – instead of realising that who I am as an honest expression of myself, is not an expression of “swiftness” but is an expression of stability as calmness as who I am HERE within and as the BREATH within and as every moment in self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately manipulate my expression when I am with the company of another, so that I would be perceived as having a lot of energy, because of the belief/perception/illusion that others only like/appreciate/love me when and if I express myself through the filters of “high energy” or happiness – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that whenever I allow myself to be manipulated by energy through the desire to have others like/appreciate/love me, that I accept and allow myself to participate within the polarities of the mind and the games of winners and losers wherein I would project myself as being a “winner” through the association/relationship/belief that only “winners” have “high energy” as “positivity” and that only “losers” have “low energy” as “negativity” – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that in order for me to express myself as a winner as “having high energy”, that I have to simultaneously suppress myself as a loser as “having low energy”, wherein that suppression as the “loser” as “having low energy” as myself will always return to my consciousness within another moment, thus making me manipulated by my emotions because of through me accepting and allowing myself to be the “winner as having high energy”, I also simultaneously accept and allow myself to be the “loser as having low energy”, wherein the “loser” will ultimately end up expressing itself as myself within another moment, as soon as I allow myself to express the “winner” as myself – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me expressing myself as the “winner” as the one “having high energy”, that I will automatically express myself as being the “loser” as the one “having low energy” within another moment as myself, instead of stopping such participation within the polarities of the mind through me returning to myself HERE within and as the BREATH, as the self-honest expression of who I am within any given moment.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “desire of making others happy” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of desire as the thought of “I need to make others feel happy about themselves so that I could feel happy about myself”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the desire arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the desire game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in desire as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about desiring to make others feel happy about themselves through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop judgments within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I do not have hair, that people will find me ugly and will reject me, wherein I would feel bad/depressed about myself because of the accepted and allowed relationship with others, within which I have programmed myself to be defined by what others think of me, rather than realising that who I am is not to be influenced/defined by another’s perspective of me, but that within the principle of oneness and equality as who I really am, that I am the self-directive principle of me in my world, whereas I direct me within my world within self-honesty, from within which I do not accept and allow myself to be defined/influenced by what others think of me – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad/depressed when another judges me as being ugly and thus rejects me, instead of realising that it is me who judges and rejects me through my acceptances and allowances in regards to the power/influence that another has upon me instead of releasing that power and giving it back to myself within self-investigation through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to be the self-directive principle of me in my world, through me being influenced by what others think of me, instead of realising that what I allow within myself when another judges me is my own reactions as judgments/spite/blame that I hold against myself – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react within myself when another judges me – within which the reaction only shows me that I am still judging me as being “inferior” to another, thus still participating within the games of the mind as polarity, instead of releasing myself from this game of the mind from within which I do not want to engage any more, through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others will think of me if I am to be seen without my hat, wherein I would fear others judging me as being “less than them” because of apparently being perceived as being “ugly” without my hat – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as being ugly without my hat, thus perceiving myself as being “less than another” because of the values that I still have regarding my physical appearance as the picture presentation of myself that I project unto others.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me perceiving myself as being “less than another” because of not having or losing my hair, that I show myself that I still participate within the polarities of the mind that I no longer want to engage in – within which I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within “superiority”, that I immidietaly invite the opposite polarity of “inferiority” within me, thus generating a battle within me between the two polarities of “superiority” and “inferiority” from within which I would do all in my power to supress the polarity of “inferiority”, not realising that the more that I supress the feeling of “inferiority” within me, the more I give power and control to those who want to control me – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me allowing myself to participate within games of polarities of the mind, such as superiority and inferiority, that I become a puppet which can easily be manipulated by the elite/those who are in power in order to be controlled.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that no one would want to be with my company if I do not have hair any longer, because of the imprinted impression that I programmed into my being from within my teenage years, where I would deliberately think, over and over and over again, that I would rather be dead than not having any more hair, because of the fear that I had of showing myself without hair to cover the big forehead that I have.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the “big” forehead that I have is to be forever hidden from the sights of another, because of the stigma that have been imprinted within me from my formative years, where I was regularly teased, ridiculed and rejected because of being judged as being “less than the cool ones” because of my physical appearance – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to love me for who I am as an unconditionnal expression of myself as life, instead of seeking to “love me” according to the limited conditions of what “love” is culturally defined as, such as the conditions of being loved only if physically attractive to the opposite sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the love I have of myself through the interactions that I have with the opposite sex, wherein I would define myself as being loved and loveable and thus experiencing the feeling of love within myself, only if I would be loved/cared for by a member of the opposite sex, instead of realising that real love is yet to be existent within this world, and that the love I have for myself is not to be defined by another, but to be made real through self-investigation as writing, self-forgiveness and self-correction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the gaze of another when I am seen without my “protective hat”, because of the fear I have of seeing the same disgust that I have against myself, through self-hate/spite and blame, when I look at myself in the mirror – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play the game of comparison whenever I look at myself in the mirror, within which I would deliberately compare my picture presentation to that of another being perceived as superior or inferior to myself at a given moment of comparison – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I play the game of comparison whenever I look at myself in the mirror, whereas the only reason why I would feel bad about my image is because of my accepted and allowed participation within comparison, instead of realsing myself from such a game of the mind through stopping my participation within comparison, and that as soon as I see/perceive myself as participating within comparison through me experiencing highs or lows when I look at myself in the mirror, that I immediately stop, BREATHE, realise that it is a game of the mind I no longer want to engage in and apply self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application through writing or through saying it out loud until the point gets released from within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel depressed because of having just cut my hair short, which was long before and where I had received positive remarks from others, wherein I now feel depressed because of not finding the way I look as “beautifull” as it was when my hair was longer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as being not as beautifull as I was when I had longer hair, wherein I now judge myself as being less attractive as I was prior to the time when I cut my hair, remembering the bad remarks/judgments from  others that I had when my hair was shorter – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fell “less than who I was when I had long hair” because of the judgment that I make towards my physical appearance as being “less attractive” than what it was when my hair was longer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate breauty with long hear, and within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate “ugly” with short hair – wherein I now feel myself as being “uglier” than what I was when I had longer hair.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people will find me less attractive now that I have short hair, instead of realising that what I fear is not the judgments of others towards myself, but my own judgment as the feeling of “inferiority” within having short hair.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value my physical appearance, such as having long hair, as being more important than the value I have towards life, instead of valuing life as being of the utmost importance as the greatest value one can have – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value long hair as being more important than the value of life.

I forgive myself that I  have accepted and allowed myself to fear going out with a girlfriend because of the belief that she will find me ugly now that I have short hair, as I felt more confident within myself when I had longer hair than when I have shorter hair – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the feeling of “confidence” that I experienced within and as myself when I had longer hair, was a feeling that was the result of my accepted and allowed participation within polarity of the mind, as I then associated confidence with “superiority” towards how I look in comparison to the “past images” of myself and where the “past images of myself” as the images of me with short hair, was perceived as the “inferiority” point within myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, now that I have short hair, judge me as being less than who I was when I had long hair because of the negative remarks that I got from others when I had short hair as opposed to the positive remarks that I had from others when I had long hair.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate the fact of having short hair as the inferiority point within myself, within the comparison of myself as the image of myself within a given moment as opposed to the image of myself within a past moment, and thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as being “inferior” now that I have short hair, because of the value that I have towards and within the current image of myself as being less valuable than the image that I had of myself when I had long hair – instead of realising that the utmost value that I should have is the value of life as the unconditionnal expression of myself as life as the physical. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate the fact of having long hair as the superiority point within myself, whereas I would feel superior to others as myself when I had long hair, not realsing that I was then accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity of the mind, through me feeling superior when I had long hair as opposed to feeling inferior when I  had short hair – and now that I have short hair, that I feel “less than” who I was when I had long hair, because the polarity game that I unconsciously played when I had long hair – as the game of perceiving myself superior to what I was when I had short hair – now became all of a sudden conscious, as the judgments that ressurfaced after I had finished cutting my hair short.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge me according to how I look physically, from within which I would silently judge myself instead of releasing myself from such judgments, through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the game of judgments that I silently played within and as my mind were automated through unconscious addictions of playing the games of energy where I experienced myself as having more positive energy when I had long hair than the negative energy that I experienced when I had short hair. I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I was participating within games of energies when I looked at myself in the mirror when I had long hair as opposed to when I looked at myself in the mirror when I had short hair, instead of stopping such participation within the polarities of the mind through stopping such participation with BREATHING, the tools of self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, writing and self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to built self-trust and self-love within and as myself, which are not dependant on what others judge me as being, but which is only dependant on my honest expression of myself, and that if my expression is not honest, to apply the tools of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application so that my self-trust and self-love is internally driven rather than externally dependant.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “fair of losing my hair” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of fear as the thought of “I am losing my hair”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the fear arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the fear game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in fear as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about fearing losing my hair through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the fear of judgment and stop judgment within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I do not feel anything special within myself as a point to consider writing about within self-forgiveness, that I have nothing to write about, that I have nothing to face within and as myself, instead of realising that as soon as I place myself HERE within and as the moment, that points naturally emerges within and as what I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as the mind – such as the point that I am currently facing of thinking/believing/feeling that I have hit a wall within my daily self-forgiveness application because of having difficulties in recognizing what I am currently facing as a point within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consider not writing today because of not feeling/sensing/perceiving a specific point to write about within my daily self-forgiveness application, instead of realising that the very act of thinking about not having a point to write about within my daily self-forgiveness application, is a point within and as myself as what I have accepted to be/become as the mind – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the very reason why I do not specifically think of a point to face/consider/write about is because of my accepted and allowed participation within laziness, where I have accepted and allowed myself to hide myself from myself-as-the-mind because of the want/need/desire that I have to perceive/believe myself as being accomplished instead of realising that I always have a new point to consider within and as myself within self-honesty – such as the current point of “hitting a wall” in my process.

I forgive myself that I haven`t accepted and allowed myself to see/understand/realise that the 7 years to life process is a process that is to be applied daily within what emerges as points within and as myself as the mind – and that as long as I have not yet completed the 7 years to life process, that I still have a lot of points to face/consider daily within writing myself to freedom.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish the process to be over because of the difficulties i sometimes find myself in finding specific points to write about within my daily self-forgiveness application, whereas I sometimes wallow within my mind in order to find a specific point to write about, instead of realising that the very act of “wallowing within my mind to find points to consider” is a point within and as itself that is in need of attention and correction through the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself when comes the time to face a new point which seems ambiguous to me, such as the point of “hitting a wall” that I am currently facing within and as myself, instead of realising that the very ambiguosity that I experience is a point to consider within writing myself to freedom, through the application of the tools given by Desteni of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application which helps me build self-trust, self-intimacy and self-love which are the basic foundations upon which CHANGE will become REAL.

i forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to trust myself within the process of finding points to write about, wherein I would go and have a look at what other Destonians have written in their blog so as to give me external inspiration, instead of trusting whatever is occuring within and as myself internally, within a given moment, as points that are asking for self-correction through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness and self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the state of mind I am in within any given moment, is an ambiguous point which can be transformed into a specific point to consider writing about within the tools of writing myself to freedom through the application of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application – within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worship ambiguosity/vagueness as being the nature of me, wherein I would deliberately define my beingness as something which is ambigous and vague because of having associated myself within my past, as being the very essence of the present moment which can never be defined within an absolute definition because of the very nature of the present as being always CHANGING, within which a specific definition can never be true because of the fact that as soon as I define a moment to be as such, the next moment will bring about a new perspective/definition that will force myself to redefine the present – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that within the act of redefining the moment, from within the perspective of the present moment as never being alike the previous moment, exists new specific points to consider as the new and ever changing definition of the present.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continuously look at the number of words I express through the application of writing myself to freedom, so as to verify/judge if my application is good enough to be published because of having associated a good post as being a post which have at least 1000 words written in contrast to a bad post which is a post which has less than 1000 words written – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarities of the mind, as the game of writing a “good post” versus writing a “bad post”, where I would deliberately write “more” whenever I would write a post about a specific point that I am considering within a moment, in order that I would reach the definition of a “good post” even if I have nothing left to write about within a given moment of written application – within this, i forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I am participating within the polarity games of the mind, such as the game of gaining positive energy through me attaining the self-defined definition of “being good” – such as writing a post which has at least 1000 words – versus the self-defined definition of “being bad” – such as writing a post which has less than 1000 words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the “number of words written game” when writing posts about my process or when writing about any other subject that I desire, because of having been imprinted/conditionned throughout my formative years – school years – to reach a specific number of words per document so as to make my documents valid as an accepted evaluation by my teachers, which is the act of writing in self-dishonesty because of wanting to write only to reach a specific number of words, rather than writing from the starting point of self-honesty through me writing about what is relevant to any given point/subject which is being faced and sticking to the relevancy of what is written alone, instead of writing only to fill the empty spaces with irrelevant words – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to “re-program” my impressions/conditionnings concerning the act of writing within itself, through the application of the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to REDEFINE who I am within the act/application of writing so that it becomes the unconditionnal expression of myself as myself, where the number of words written becomes irrelevant and where the expression of myself as self-honesty as what is relecant becomes the only relevant aspect to consider.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become an example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “hitting a wall” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that I always have a point to self-forgive myself about and that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of doubt as the thought of “I don’t know what to write about”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the doubt arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the doubt game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in doubt as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about doubting myself through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the fear of judgment and stop judgment within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others within backchat where I accept and allow myself to have my “little judging space” from within which I judge other people in relation to myself whenever I am with the presence of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my judgments on the images as the picture presentation that others project in comparison to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarities of the mind through me judging others as being “less than me” or being “more than me” through me participating within the mind as judgments as the benchmark upon which I base my sense of separation with others – instead of realising that through me allowing myself to participate within judgments, I also allow myself to participate within the separation as the mind instead of stopping all games of judgments/separation and bring myself back HERE within and as the breath, and through using tools such as self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and writing in order to SEE/UNDERSTAND/REALISE my implications within my responsibility towards what I accept and allow within self and others, so as to eventually STOP all participation within the mind and bring myself back HERE within and as the physical as the principle of Oneness and Equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge those who are heavier/fatter than me as being “less than” because of their perceived accepted and allowances as a lack of self-will as the accepted and allowed conclusion as to why they have indulged themselves into abusive consumption of food – instead of realising that through me allowing myself to participate within judgments/feelings of inferiority as “less than” I also accept and allow myself to participate within judgments/feelings of superiority as “more than” within other areas/aspects/points/moments within my life – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that because I accept and allow inferiority as “less than” within me, I will attempt/try to hide it through exerting/projecting superiority as “more than”.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that superiority as “more than” and inferiority as “less than” is a polarity manifestation of the mind, and that if I accept and allow myself to participate within the polarity of superiority as “more than me” and inferiority as “less than me”, I am accepting and allowing myself to “play the mind’s game” of energy as the consumption of physicality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play the mind’s game in existing within the polarity of superiority and inferiority and defining such a polarity existence of the mind as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within superiority and inferiority, instead of remaining HERE within and as the BREATH as who I am in every moment within and as self-honesty as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt/try to hide inferiority as “less than me” within me as what I am accepting and allowing to experience as me through exerting the projected illusionary presentation of myself as being superior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish fat people through me accepting and allowing myself to judge them as being “less than me”, while at the same time forgetting that through me accepting and allowing myself to judge them as being “less than me” because of their picture presentation, I accept and allow others to judge me as being “less than them” because of my picture presentation – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I do the exact same thing that those who have judged me when I judge another as myself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that when I judge another, that it is me that I judge within another as myself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that another is equal to myself within judgment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others judgments of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being judged as inferior to another because of the fear of the feelings within and as me as the feelings of inferiority.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to stop all feelings/thoughts/ideas about inferiority through me applying myself within and as STOPPING the mind through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so that I can bring myself back HERE as BREATH as who I am in every moment within self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to stop all feelings/thoughts/ideas about superiority through me applying myself within and as STOPPING the mind through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself as being superior as the thought of I being “more than” another, whenever I see the picture presentation of someone whom I judge as being “less than me” through the accepted and allowed values propagated by society and the culture I live/exist in, such as fat people and/or ugly people – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as being inferior to me because of the quantity of fat or the physical appearance they present themselves as.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me accepting and allowing judgments as superiority and/or inferiority to exist within me, that I am at the same time accepting and allowing judgments as superiority and/or inferiority to exist within another as me – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me participating within judgments as “more than” or “less than”, that I am in fact participating within the polarity of the mind as the negative to neutral to positive energy within which I accept and allow myself to feed the illusion/separation within me as an energetic entity, instead of realising that who I am is Equal and one with the Physical as life, as the principle of Oneness and Equality with all living beings.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the judgment pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of judgment as the thought of “me being superior or less than another”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the judgment arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the judgment game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in judgment as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about judgments through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the fear of judgment and stop judgment within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive males as being superior to females within the perspective of males being physically stronger than females, instead of realising that both males and females are equals within the perspective of what we accept and allow within ourselves through our equal participation to/towards/within the mind/energy – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that males and females are equals from the absolute perspective of life as the physical, equal and one with all living beings, as we all share equal and one fundamental needs such as the need to eat, breathe and shit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive females as being superior to males within the perspective of females being mentally stronger than males, instead of realising that both males and females are equals within the perspective of what we accept and allow within ourselves through our equal participation to/towards/within the mind/energy – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that females and males are equals from the absolute perspective of life as the physical, equal and one with all living beings, as we all share equal and one fundamental needs such as the need to eat, breathe and shit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive women/females as being superior to males within the perspective of females being perceived as the “fairer sex” instead of realising that both males and females are equals within their roles as sexual entities – not one of them being superior/fairer or inferior than another, but both being Equal and One within their roles as sexual entities, where the males gives the seed of life and the females harbour the seed of life – both being absolutely equal within and as their roles as life-giver and life-nurturer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive females as being superior to males, because of the cultural perspective that females are more intelligent than males because of the fact that within my culture, there are more females than males in universities – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the fact that there are more females than males in universities as a benchmark from within which I elevate the statuses of women in relation to males, not realising that universities are a product of the current educational system which is a fundamentally flawed system because of being driven to fit into our flawed current world system without bringing about change as a new world economic system which has the best interests of all life form at its hart.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive males as being superior to females because of the current status of the males within our world system – where the males are still perceived as being superior to females in most countries within which the males are perceived as being the “rulers” of the current world system.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the fact that males are still perceived as being the superior race within most countries, is only based on the foundations of the current world system which is fundamentally flawed and will eventually lead humanity to its doom if we are not to bring about actual real CHANGE within the systems of the world through the implementation of a new world system/order which has the best interests of ALL LIFE at its heart, such as the Equal Money System – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the current world system as the benchmark/foundation upon which I perceive the differences between males and females, not realising that through me basing my perspective upon the foundation of the current world system is equal to me basing my perspective upon the foundation of abuse that this current world system exist within and as, instead of discarding all perspectives based upon separation/abuse and perceive the females and the males as being Equal and One as both are Equal and One as the Physical as Life within the perspective of Oneness and Equality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to perceive males and females within and upon the foundation of Equality as and through the principle of Oneness and Equality, as the only principle which Honours Life in All Ways through the CHANGE in perspective that goes from Separation as the current world system to Equality and Oneness as the new world system/order which is busy being implanted within this world through the active participation of everyone within the Desteni Movement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive females as being superior to males because of the fact that it is the females who bring/harbour life into this world through the physical processes of pregnancy, instead of realising that both males and females are equal in parts within the perspective of giving/receiving life, as both are equally responsible for bringing life into this world – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to question/forgive the birthing processes as a flawed process because of it being a process which replicates the “sins of the fathers” within the conception/inception of a new born child within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myeslf to separate myself from the female, through me behaving/acting/thinking differently when I am with the company of a female in relation to how I behave/act/think when I am with the company of myself or the company of a male, where I would deliberately change the way I present myself because of the desire/need/want to be appreciated by the female as an eventual sexual partner.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire/want/need to be appreciated/loved by the female to such an extent that I completely change my behaviour/mannerism/thoughts when I am with the company of a female, where I would accept and allow myself to lose all integrity only so that I could be appreciated/loved by the female at the expense of my integrity, instead of realising that my allowed participation within the sexual games of attraction/repulsion reinforces my participation within separation as the mind – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the separation as the mind when interacting with a female, instead of stopping my participation within the desires of the mind as the games of attraction/repulsion through me placing myself HERE within and as the breath and through the application of the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, whereas I would stop my participation within the mind and apply self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as soon as I perceive myself move within the separation as the mind when with the company of a female.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act differently when I am with the company of a male as opposed to when I am with the company of a female, wherein I would delibaretly change my mannerism/behaviours when I am with a male as opposed to when I am with a female, thereby reinforcing the idea/thought/perspective that the males and females are different rather than realising that we are both Equal and One within and as the principle of Oneness and Equality as the principle of ETERNAL LIFE – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to praticipate within the principle of separation through me behaving/perceiving differently when I am with the company of a women as opposed to when I am with the company of a man.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “females/males are superior” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of comparison as the thought of “males/females are superior”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the comparison arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the comparison game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in comparison as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about “males/females superiority” through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself as being not intelligent enough to understand issues that concerns the adults, like the state of the world in general and our responsibility towards it, instead of realising that the intelligence is not a by-product of the mind and it’s participation, but the product of nature as the physicality as the true intelligence within and as me as life, equal and one with the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act as if I am not intelligent enough when comes the time to talk/discuss/exchange about subjects concerning the adults and it’s implied responsibility towards the state of the world, because of me not wanting to be responsible within the idea/belief/thought that responsibility means/equal “no fun”, from within which the desire/want/need of “fun” has been a goal of mine ever since I was a child growing up in this world, within which I perceived the goal of life as “having fun” and that I had to do whatever it took in order to “have fun” regardless of the consequences and consequence-outflows, because of the fear of living a life which wasn’t fun, instead of realising that intelligence comes from responsibly self-directing ourselves/myself towards what is best for all life as the principle of Oneness and Equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear leading a life which is not fun, because of the relationship I have made towards and within responsibility where I would perceive the word as being “not fun” in comparison to the word “irresponsibility” for which I perceived as being “fun” because of having linked/related “irresponsibility” with “careless fun” from within which I would experience myself as “ignorance is bliss” rather than be/become a responsible human being in this world through the tools/application of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application allowing me to build self-trust, self-love and self-honesty from which the benchmark of responsibility would be/is set.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as being not intelligent enough to take part in the workings of this society as an excuse for me not to face myself within and as the contexts of social interactions rather than stopping myself from judging myself as not being intelligent enough as excuses which excuses my participation within the social workings of this world, through the acts of writing myself to freedom, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application from within which true intelligence emerges as one/myself take oneself/myself to the accepted and allowed nature of ourselves/myself as the mind, so that I/we can change intelligently through becoming a true responsible human beings which acts within the interests of what is best for all life, Equal and One within and as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the fact that I had a hard time learning within my formative years, as an excuse justifying the thought/excuse/idea/blame/spite towards myself that I am not intelligent enough to fix the problems of this world – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the low grades I’ve had while within my formative years, as excuses excusing me from actively participating within the “finding solutions for the world” instead of realising that the only reason why I didn’t allow myself to participate within the solutions of the world, was/is because of the lack of devotion/participation/laziness that have become the accepted and allowed nature of myself through my active participation in games of the mind, such as games of comparisons, winners and losers instead of stopping my participation in such games through the given realisations that stems from self-forGIVEness that these activities of the mind does not serve me or what is best for all life, Equal and One as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as being not intelligent enough to understand the politics of this world, where I would deliberately turn a “blind eye” to the politics of the world, only because of my inner desire of not burdening myself with such problems as “weight on my shoulders”, because of wanting/needing/desiring to remain within mental states of bliss/positivity which is/was absolute dishonesty, instead of realising that through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, self-trust and self-love emerges as the true intelligence of the physical as life, One and Equal as the Universe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as being not intelligent enough to share/help/guide others within and as their own processes as birthing themselves to life, using justification, blame and spite towards myself as excuses to not actively participate/help/share/guide others within and as themselves, as they are walking their processes Equal and One with what they/we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become as the mind, instead of actively participating within the guidance/helping/sharing with others through the sharing of my self-forgiveness’s and realisations so that we may all help ourselves within and through each other to transcend our accepted and allowed nature as the mind, so that one day we may all become free, Equal and One with the physical as life as the universe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide the true nature of me as what I have accepted and allowed myself to become as the mind, as the nature of irresponsibility, through me stating that “I am not intelligent enough to participate within solutions of the world” while in fact, my intelligence was never in question but where it was rather my “irresponsible/lazy” nature as the mind that was the culprit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide my laziness behind such irrational claims as “I am not intelligent enough to act/change the problems of the world” and through this, suppressing my self-ignorance within and throughout layers of dishonesties so that I could continue on protecting my “laziness” so as to remain “blissful” within and as my laziness rather than realizing that the “blissful” nature can never be REAL unless each and every living being is blissful – which  will only come through the change of our current world system which is only interested on the self-interests of the individuals, to the implementation of a new world economic system, such as the Equal Money System, which will/is be only focussed and interested towards what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that behind the claim that “I am not intelligent enough to solve the problems of this world” LIES the desire to remain “lazy” because of my desire to remain “at peace in my own little room” rather than to torment myself with finding solutions to the abuse that is rampant in all ways within the current system of the world.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “I am not intelligent enough” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of blame/spite/justification as the thought of “I am not intelligent enough”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the blame/spite/justification arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the blame/spite/justification game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in blame/spite/justification as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse as the statement of “I am not intelligent enough” and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about “not being intelligent enough to change” through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com