I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I do not have a job, that I have nothing else to do, wherein I participate within passive activities such as watching television or reading books and blogs over the internet, rather than taking care of my physical body through me simply applying myself into more physically demanding activities so as to remain healthy, such as simply taking walks in the morning or within the day so as to physically move/direct me into actions which are best for me, as taking care of my physical body is best for me and best for all, as it shows the example to others as myself, that one doesn’t have to be lazy when one isn’t motivated by outside influences, such as the outside motivation that usually comes from having to “work” for a living, but that one can take a stand within oneself and become the self-directive principle of oneself within one’s world, so as to become self-motivated rather than being motivated by outside sources/influences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive the acts of “watching television” or “browsing the internet” or “reading books” as being “negative” within the perception that these actions are not “good for me” because of them not being “stimulating” for the “physical body” – instead of realising that through me allowing myself to participate within the judgement of negativity towards those activities, that I thus accept and allow myself to participate within the polarity as the mind, from within which I generate friction which maintains and nourish the relationship between the judgments that I have towards either the “good activities” or the “bad activities” that are thus determined by the friction that I generate within and as myself, in relationship to those “good” or “bad” activities. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge physically passive activities, such as reading, watching television or browsing the internet, as being “bad” for me, wherein I experience/generate negative energy within and as myself through me participating within passive activities, rather than remaining HERE stable within and as the physical as myself, where no emotions/energy directs me, but where I remain as the self-directive principle of me in my world without allowing myself to be directed by emotions/energy as I as the physical as all as one as equal isn’t dependent on energy. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge physically active activities, such as walking, running or playing sports, as being “good” for me, wherein I experience/generate positive energy within and as myself through me participating within active activities, rather than remaining HERE stable within and as the physical as myself, where no emotions/energy directs me, but where I remain as the self-directive principle of me in my world without allowing myself to be directed by emotions/energy as I as the physical as all as one as equal isn’t dependent on energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have nothing to do unless I am given an order by an outside source/influence such as the “orders” that are given within a working environment/job, wherein I participate within the expectations of the mind so as to get the motivation that will push me into action, instead of realising that I am the self-directive principle of me in my world and that all I need in order to “motivate” me into action, is the self-direction from within which I push myself into action through me moving my physical body as self-support, where no outside influence such as the mind generated expectations/energies, directs me into movement, but where I remain as the self-directive principle of me in my world through me acting in accordance with what supports me in my process rather than acting within what another sees as what I need to do within the context of a working environment/job.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I enslave myself within and towards the mind whenever I wait for someone or some outside influence to motivate me into action, wherein I wait for that motivating energy that comes from an outside source/influence before I start moving myself out of a rut, instead of being the motivation through me pushing myself from within myself in order to move out of physical inactivity and into physical activity as a support for myself within my process, so as to reacquaint myself with who I am as the physical body as physical activities so that I build real self-trust within the movement of myself as the physical body, rather than building self-trust within the illusion of the mind such as the “thrust” which is motivated by an outside influence, rather than being the only “trust” from within which I “thrust” myself into action.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my self-directed motivation to move, within the act of waiting for some outside source to motivate/move me, whereas I have supressed my intentions to move/be physically active within the depths of my being, because of my desires to be directed/controlled by someone else/outside influence because of the “positive feelings” that comes when I am motivated by an outside source than myself, because of having associated  the act of being moved by an outside source as meaning that I am important for someone else/an outside source, and within this feeling of being important for someone else/an outside source, that I thus energise me into action – Within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me being motivated by an outside source, that I allow myself to be manipulated/controlled by the mind as energy, instead of stopping my participation within the cycles of abuse whereas I wait to be energised by someone else/an outside source before moving myself to act, instead of being the self-directive principle of me in my world, where I remain independent of outside influences within the awareness of what needs to be done within self-support, so as to act in accordance to what is best for me, as what is best for me is best for all, equal and one with all living beings.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the mind motivations, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the motivation of the mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy – to which I am ultimately not, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “being motivated by outside influences” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “waiting for someone to move/direct me”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the feeling/experience of “being motivated by another/outside source”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

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Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself as being not intelligent enough to understand issues that concerns the adults, like the state of the world in general and our responsibility towards it, instead of realising that the intelligence is not a by-product of the mind and it’s participation, but the product of nature as the physicality as the true intelligence within and as me as life, equal and one with the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act as if I am not intelligent enough when comes the time to talk/discuss/exchange about subjects concerning the adults and it’s implied responsibility towards the state of the world, because of me not wanting to be responsible within the idea/belief/thought that responsibility means/equal “no fun”, from within which the desire/want/need of “fun” has been a goal of mine ever since I was a child growing up in this world, within which I perceived the goal of life as “having fun” and that I had to do whatever it took in order to “have fun” regardless of the consequences and consequence-outflows, because of the fear of living a life which wasn’t fun, instead of realising that intelligence comes from responsibly self-directing ourselves/myself towards what is best for all life as the principle of Oneness and Equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear leading a life which is not fun, because of the relationship I have made towards and within responsibility where I would perceive the word as being “not fun” in comparison to the word “irresponsibility” for which I perceived as being “fun” because of having linked/related “irresponsibility” with “careless fun” from within which I would experience myself as “ignorance is bliss” rather than be/become a responsible human being in this world through the tools/application of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application allowing me to build self-trust, self-love and self-honesty from which the benchmark of responsibility would be/is set.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as being not intelligent enough to take part in the workings of this society as an excuse for me not to face myself within and as the contexts of social interactions rather than stopping myself from judging myself as not being intelligent enough as excuses which excuses my participation within the social workings of this world, through the acts of writing myself to freedom, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application from within which true intelligence emerges as one/myself take oneself/myself to the accepted and allowed nature of ourselves/myself as the mind, so that I/we can change intelligently through becoming a true responsible human beings which acts within the interests of what is best for all life, Equal and One within and as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the fact that I had a hard time learning within my formative years, as an excuse justifying the thought/excuse/idea/blame/spite towards myself that I am not intelligent enough to fix the problems of this world – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the low grades I’ve had while within my formative years, as excuses excusing me from actively participating within the “finding solutions for the world” instead of realising that the only reason why I didn’t allow myself to participate within the solutions of the world, was/is because of the lack of devotion/participation/laziness that have become the accepted and allowed nature of myself through my active participation in games of the mind, such as games of comparisons, winners and losers instead of stopping my participation in such games through the given realisations that stems from self-forGIVEness that these activities of the mind does not serve me or what is best for all life, Equal and One as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as being not intelligent enough to understand the politics of this world, where I would deliberately turn a “blind eye” to the politics of the world, only because of my inner desire of not burdening myself with such problems as “weight on my shoulders”, because of wanting/needing/desiring to remain within mental states of bliss/positivity which is/was absolute dishonesty, instead of realising that through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, self-trust and self-love emerges as the true intelligence of the physical as life, One and Equal as the Universe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as being not intelligent enough to share/help/guide others within and as their own processes as birthing themselves to life, using justification, blame and spite towards myself as excuses to not actively participate/help/share/guide others within and as themselves, as they are walking their processes Equal and One with what they/we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become as the mind, instead of actively participating within the guidance/helping/sharing with others through the sharing of my self-forgiveness’s and realisations so that we may all help ourselves within and through each other to transcend our accepted and allowed nature as the mind, so that one day we may all become free, Equal and One with the physical as life as the universe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide the true nature of me as what I have accepted and allowed myself to become as the mind, as the nature of irresponsibility, through me stating that “I am not intelligent enough to participate within solutions of the world” while in fact, my intelligence was never in question but where it was rather my “irresponsible/lazy” nature as the mind that was the culprit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide my laziness behind such irrational claims as “I am not intelligent enough to act/change the problems of the world” and through this, suppressing my self-ignorance within and throughout layers of dishonesties so that I could continue on protecting my “laziness” so as to remain “blissful” within and as my laziness rather than realizing that the “blissful” nature can never be REAL unless each and every living being is blissful – which  will only come through the change of our current world system which is only interested on the self-interests of the individuals, to the implementation of a new world economic system, such as the Equal Money System, which will/is be only focussed and interested towards what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that behind the claim that “I am not intelligent enough to solve the problems of this world” LIES the desire to remain “lazy” because of my desire to remain “at peace in my own little room” rather than to torment myself with finding solutions to the abuse that is rampant in all ways within the current system of the world.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “I am not intelligent enough” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of blame/spite/justification as the thought of “I am not intelligent enough”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the blame/spite/justification arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the blame/spite/justification game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in blame/spite/justification as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse as the statement of “I am not intelligent enough” and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about “not being intelligent enough to change” through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

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Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

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This morning when I woke up, I still felt overly sleepy as if I hadn’t had enough sleep during the night – which seems unreasonable since I usually sleep in the vicinity of 10 hours per day since about 8 months or so. The reason why I am sleeping as much is in direct relationship to the medication that I have been taking for the past months. I have been diagnosed as being bipolar – to which I have already commented on some of my previous posts – and am forced to take medication in order to control the condition.

However, one of the side effects of the medication is that I tend to oversleep because of the induced sensation of drowsiness that comes with the intake of the medication. I usually do not feel the effects of drowsiness when I wake up, primarily because I allow myself to sleep as long as I feel sleepy – being that I currently do not have a job or any social obligations that would force me to wake up at predefined moments. However, I am currently planning on waking up sooner than what I have accustomed myself to for the past few months, being that I usually wake up around the vicinity of 1 pm. I want to wake up sooner because I am planning on re-joining the working environment shortly. The problem that I am thus facing concerns the fact that the medication that I am taking makes me sleep more than what would be sufficient.

I never liked taking the medication that has been prescribed to me in order to treat my mental condition. Ever since the first prognostic of bipolar disorder back in 2003, I have passed many years without taking the medication. The fact that I didn’t perceive my condition as being an illness played within my decision to not take the medication. Also, I wasn’t followed by the medical corps within the years prior to the end of last year, meaning that I wasn’t regularly checked by any psychiatrist prior to the end of 2011. This situation has changed however, since I now am ordered by court to have regular visits to my psychiatrists in order to ensure that I take my medication. Thus, I currently have to take the medication even if I feel physically worse with my medication. So, the problem I am now facing is that in order for me to function properly within society, it has been deemed by the medical corps that I have to take my medication in order to control the bipolar disorder. The side effect of that is that, like I said earlier, I feel generally drowsier when I wake up, not discarding that I also feel less energetically active with the medication running rampant within my system.

Coming back to the drowsy feeling that I experienced when I woke up today, what I experienced was due to the fact that I forced myself to wake up before I completely felt fresh and awake – to which I will have to enforce as the day will go along because I am planning on reintegrating the working environment soon. Thus, the problem I am facing is that I have to take the medication even if it makes me feel sleepy when I wake up. The fact that I want to wake up earlier in order to instil a new habit of sleeping comes into conflict with the reality that is generated by the medication that I have to take. Thus, since I have to take the medication, I’ll have to force myself to awake sooner and sooner until I reach my goal of waking up at around 8 am before I’ll feel comfortable in re-joining the working environment.

What the situation that I experienced this morning has brought to my awareness however, concerns the act of sleeping in itself. The fact that I usually oversleep, even if it is induced by the medication that I have to take, shows that I am in a way, having a will to hide from my responsibilities as a human being, preferring to remain in bed rather than face what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind. Thus, I will have a look at the act of sleeping itself throughout the application of self-forgiveness in order to release myself from the unconscious desire to not face what needs to be faced if I am to be consistent with my commitment to bring about what is best for all life.

Self-forgiveness on sleeping/oversleeping:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to oversleep because of the unconscious desire to remain in bed rather than facing my reality for what I have accepted and allowed it to become as my world.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the act of oversleeping is an act of abuse and dishonesty because through this act, I am stating that I do not want to change who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become which is a being of abuse through the constant participation in the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to “not want to change” through me oversleeping or staying in bed even if I am consciously aware of being awake – and within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the act of oversleeping means that I “do not want to change” thereby stating that I prefer remaining engulfed within my own little bubble of dreamlike fantasies rather than opening my eyes up through the bursting of my little bubble in order to see/understand and realise what needs to be done in order to bring about a world that is best for all life, equal and one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the medication as a justification that supports the condition that I do not want to partake in any longer, although stating through the mere act of waking up late that I still want to partake in the condition that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me staying in bed late, I am being dishonest with my statement of change because of continuing within the patterns of “shutting my eyes at the world” rather than bursting my bubble of comfort so as to bring about real effective change in my life and in the world at large.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use sleep as a means to hide myself form my responsibilities towards myself as the physical as life, thereby wallowing within worlds of fantasies rather than waking up from the slumber and hypnosis of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear sleeping less because of the fear of having too much time on my hands, now that I am currently out of work/job, if I am to wake up sooner within my days.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that by sleeping less and less, that I will have more opportunities to self-correct through self-forgiveness because of having more “awake time” on my hands, from within which new perspective/points will emerge for me to apply self-forgiveness in order to bring about real effective change for what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to favour sleeping over waking up in the morning because of the fear of having to spend more time alone with myself in full awareness, not realising that the more time I have to face myself as what I have accepted and allowed myself to become as the mind, the more I will have opportunities to CHANGE for what is best for all life – through the process of self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I only need between 4 and 6 hours of sleep per night in order for the physical to feel refreshed and ready to face the day.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the reason why I prefer sleeping than being awake is that I fear the day as the moment where I have to make decisions and actions for the survival of the lifestyle that I have accustomed as being my own.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel drowsy when I wake up sooner than I usually do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself within this current self-forgiveness statement because of having difficulties in finding specific points in regards to the act of oversleeping – whereas I become redundant and repetitive within my statements just so that I may reach the point I have set out for myself which is to write as much self-forgiveness statements as possible just so as to show that I am applying myself – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that it is not about the quantity of self-forgiveness statements that I can make, but the quality as the “real” as the true “self-reflecting points” of self-forgiveness rather than points that are not the expression of what is currently HERE as the honest expression of myself HERE within and as the physical as what emerges from moment to moment.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to remain true to the points which are emerging from moment to moment as points of self-forgiveness, even if they are not perceived as being related to the subject that I am focussing on at a given moment of self-forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that sleep is not necessary as it is the expression of the desire of mankind to not face what it is that we globally create within this world – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sleep as a systematic mechanism that represents the will of mankind to let things as they are, meaning to let the abuse of life continue as it is without us intervening in order to change this system of abuse towards a system that dignifies life such as the equal money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sleep more than what is necessary just because I “like” being in a dreamlike state – and within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to “like” a mind generated state which is abusive in nature for it allows abuse to continue in this world while I remain silent and inactive within the grasp of slumber and sleep.

I commit myself into bringing about a world where life is dignified and where money serves life rather than life serving money.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “oversleeping” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of oversleeping as “I am too tired to wake up”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the slumber arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the slumber game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in slumber as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about “sleeping” through the use of thoughts and emotions, ideas and beliefs, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

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Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

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Today, I went out for a walk near the river that runs next to where I live. I decided to bring a book with me so that I could read while being in nature at the same time. After having read a bit of the book, I went near the river in order to bask in the moment. There, I noticed that I began to feed a state of confusion as I was standing near the river. I started wondering in my mind as I was watching the sky turn to orange as the sun was setting down. The way I experienced that wondering was that I would look at the sun and sky and deliberately lose myself within a “void” as an empty space within myself where I would entertain the sensation of being confused in front of what I was witnessing. I would say that the sensation that was prominent within me was that of being lost within a moment where I would deliberately lose focus of what was happening around me in order to maintain my focus on the sun, or the object of my attention at the moment.

There, I realised that I was feeding a state within myself which allowed me to be in “awe” in front of the spectacle of nature all around me. This capacity of being in “awe” in front of nature was dishonest because it was made from the perspective of “confusion” where my attention would be deliberately placed on a point of self-interest – such as staring at the sun – in order to “bask within its magnificence” rather than remaining here stable as the physical, without limiting my attention to the object of my desire.

Self-forgiveness on confusion:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain confusion as a means to appear as if I am in awe at something.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused within and as my mind through me looking for words to express myself rather than expressing myself as the word which is HERE one and equal as the mind as the point which I am facing as myself at a moment.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that confusion is a state of mind that I manifest in order for me not to face the consequences of my actions and remain “blissfully ignorant” so as to continue with the abuse that I am supporting in my world through confusion.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I participate within confusion so as to remain “blissfully ignorant” of the abuse that I am perpetuating within the world through my active participation in confusion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as being confused so as to remain dishonest through me closing my eyes to the abuse that I am perpetuating in the world through me remaining confused and out of words to express myself rather than being HERE stable as the living word which is the word that is one and equal to me at any given point/moment in time.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that to remain “blissfully ignorant” is to remain in accordance with the system of abuse of the world through me stating that “I want to remain ignorant of what goes on in this world” so that I may entertain an idea of “bliss” rather than facing this world as what it is as the system of abuse of all life through the nature of what man as become through our acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the state of confusion that I participate in is a dishonest manoeuvre that I manifest within and as my mind, through feelings of disarray, that allows me to remain “blissful” in face of the world shutting a blind eye to the abuse that goes on in this world in favour of a self-interested purpose of reward as the perception of bliss in this world while everything goes to shit through the abuse of mankind – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question my states of confusion, deeming them to be out of my control, because of the invested interest that I had as the mind, to remain “positive” and “blissful” and “energetically high” while facing the ugly truth that is the world that we have accepted and allowed to manifest as ourselves, equal and one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that “confusion” is a “void” within my mind from within which I allow myself to “bask” within the “object of desire” for a moment, all the while forgetting about what is busy happening all around me just so that I can remain happy through and within the maintained focus on the object of my desire – and within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that the “void” that I experience as confusion is a masquerade which masks what is truly happening within and as me, which is not a “void” in the first place, but a “noise” which I have accustomed to myself in order for me to believe that I have reached “nothingness”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that confusion is equal to the state of “nothingness”.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “confusion” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of confusion as “remaining in awe in front of an object”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the confusion arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the confusion game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in confusion as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about “confusion” and from blaming myself and others as “confusing me”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, ideas and beliefs, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com