I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being alone with myself in the near future, because of the fact that the couple who are currently living with me, will leave my apartment in about a week or so, which will make it so that I will find myself alone again – after having spent the last month in their company because of having offered my help towards them, as they were then looking for an apartment to go to because of the fact that they have been booted from the apartment where they were previously living -, wherein I fear that I will become depressed through the transitional period because of the fact that I have accepted and allowed myself to “feel” comfortable in their company, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to nurture and “appreciate” their company while they were with me – and that now that I think about the reality of the fact that they will leave me in about a week, that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “depressed” about the idea that I will find myself alone again, whereas I have forecasted a “return” to hold habits and a “return” to a solitary way of life, which – in contrast with what I have lived when with the company of the couple – is making me “feel” depressed because of the thought that I won’t have a life which will be equally interesting as when I was living with their company – instead of stopping myself from allowing myself to nurture the thoughts which are associated with what I forecast my future to be like as that of being a return to a “negative way” of living, and stop those patterns of thinking within me so that, as they arise within me, I am able to stop myself from furthering my fall within the mind through the use of breathing, writing, self-forgiveness and self-honesty so as to change the patterns of thoughts within me, which are only interested in protecting my own self-interests, into a pattern of thinking/acting that will be reflective of a being who is one and equal with life as the physical, so that my focus remains within where I am as HERE as life as the physical within all given moment in time, such as to become an example of what it is to be a responsible human being in this world, which actually and in fact cares for all life as one and equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire having sexual experiences with the “girl” in the couple who is currently living with me, because of the fact that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain secret desires within the secret mind as she was living with me for the past month or so – where I have accepted and allowed myself to use the fact that I have seen her countless amounts of time in her underwear, to nourish and nurture the secret sexual desires within me – where I have accepted and allowed myself to fantasise about her being naked in front of me, where I would be able to touch and caress her naked body – where I would allow myself to let the sexual tensions built up within me – instead of stopping myself from allowing myself to fall within the energetic tensions that built up within me as I am and was within her company, through the use of breathing so as to remind myself that all that is occurring within myself within such instances is of the mind and not me; writing so as to see myself, in writing, through the patterns and mind constructs that are at the foundation of my enslavement towards the mind and it’s patterns; self-forgiveness so as to release myself from the points of separation within me, which manifests themselves whenever I find myself in a situation where I am within the same vicinity of a girl/women that I secretly physically desire/appreciate; self-honesty so as to actually truly see myself for what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and self-corrective application so as to change myself from the patterns of the mind which only enforces my relationship to the illusions of the mind so as to change myself from what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and rebirth myself as life as the physical, so that I will be able to stop acting within the sole perspective of the mind and it’s self-interested patterns which are responsible for the state of separation the world currently is in, and rebirth myself as life as who I truly am as the physical here, so that I can be an example to all and myself as to what it is to be a responsible human being who actually cares for life on earth and does whatever it takes to bring back life as equality and oneness for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire having sex with the girl who is currently living with me whenever I look into her eyes, and where I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am able to “manipulate her” into wanting to have sex with me through the mere eye contact, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to try to manipulate my sexual energies towards her, so that I could be able to “influence her” into wanting to have sex with me — where I would project the sexual energies towards her through my imagination, within my secret mind – instead of stopping myself from attempting to secretly manipulate her into “desiring me” through the use of “mind tricks” that I have stated above – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the pattern of trying to manipulate her with my sexual energies whenever I am within a moment where I am communicating with her, that I am to immediately stop myself from furthering such a patterned behaviour within my mind, through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to release myself from the grasp that I have accustomed myself into being subjected to whenever I find myself in a situation where I am within the company of a girl/women that I secretly desire, so that I remove the cloud which obscures my observations in order for me to remain stable here within who I truly am as the physical as life, so that I may be able to realise myself as life as who I truly am here as the physical and become an example to all and myself as to what it is to be a responsible human being who actually truly ACT within the perspective of what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive the experience of me being alone with myself, as being a “negative thing”, wherein I would accept and allow myself to be manipulated by the thoughts, ideas and memories which comes to mind whenever I think about the times where I was alone with myself,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by the times that I have lived while the “couple” was living with me in my apartment, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to “judge” the times spent with the “couple” as being “entertaining” thus “good”, while judging the opposing experiences, such as the experiences of me being alone with myself in my apartment as being “bad” even if that was not the case when I was living alone with myself – only because of having accepted and allowed myself to use the experiences that I have lived while living with the couple in my apartment, as a contrasting point within myself, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to “judge” the past experiences of me living alone with myself in my apartment as being “bad” even if that was not the case – instead of stopping my patterned behaviour of “judging” my experiences in contrast to other “past experiences”, only so that I may continue with my patterned abusive behaviour of labelling my experiences as being “good” or “bad” even though I am aware of the fact that it is those judgments that are responsible for my instability in life – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within such a patterned behaviour of judgment, that I am to immediately stop myself from entertaining the self-abusive path where those patterns are leading me to, through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from being trapped within the mind through its self-inflected patterns of abuse and enslavement which are responsible for the state of the world as it currently is, and change myself from being an irresponsible human being to being a responsible human being who actually and in fact cares for the state of the world and work/act in order to bring about a world which is best for all life, equal and one with all living beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself through the feelings that emerged within me as I was thinking about the fact that I will probably find myself back as being alone in about a week or so, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to become “depressed” about the idea of returning to living a life of loneliness and boredom, even if that was not the case when I was living alone with myself, only because of the fact that I have accepted and allowed myself to become attached to the way of life that has been my own ever since the “couple” started living with me about a month or so ago – instead of stopping myself from being manipulated by the feelings within me, through the realisation that I am not my feelings, thoughts or emotions, and through the constant application of tools such as breathing, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, so as to methodically change all the points within me which keeps me enslaved to the conditionings of the mind, and rebirth myself as life HERE as the physical, where the mind is only burdening my perception of life as who I am truly and is therefore, completely unnecessary.

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within the pattern of judging my life as being negative because of the fact that I live alone, to immediately stop myself from participating within such a destructive and abusive pattern through the use of breathing, so as to STOP myself from falling within the mind and remain here within the stability of myself as life as the physical and act in order to bring about real change in my life.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining secret sexual desires within the secret mind whenever I find myself within the company/vicinity of a woman/girl that I secretly appreciate, through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to, when I see myself move or about to move within the pattern of “fantasising about having sexual experiences with a girl”, change the patterned behaviour which keeps me enslaved to the mind’s constructs, and rebirth/rescript myself so as to be and become one and equal to who I truly am as life as who I am within and as the physical here.

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within the pattern of having my thoughts/perception of myself be influenced by the inner feelings that I have about a changing situation, immediately stop myself from participating within the thought pattern which emerges from those feelings, through – if possible – immediately going in front of my computer or finding a piece of paper and a pen in order to write about what I am currently going through, so as to see the patterns in front of myself so as to be able to remove the cloud within my mind which keeps me enslaved to patterns of enslavement and abuse of the mind, and change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, through the application of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application throughout my writings.

I commit myself to actually write daily in my blog so as to reinforce the patterns of change that I want to instil into me, through the constant and continuous daily use of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, and stop making self-commitment statements that I am not committed into making through the actual application of “small” self-commitment statements that I am actually able to commit myself to.

I commit myself to stop myself from making judgments about being alone as being something which is inherently negative, through the perception that I have copied from society and those that have come before me, and actually realise that I have always only been alone within myself and that there never was “another” within myself throughout all of the experiences that I have lived through in my life – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the patterns of judging myself based on whether I am or am not alone with myself, to immediately stop myself from participating within such patterns through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a “mind program”, and re-establish life as who I truly am as the physical HERE, where no judgments or mind is necessary.

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within a pattern of judgment, to immediately remind myself that such a pattern filters my perception to the point of extreme limitation where the ability to enjoy life is hampered – and to stop myself from the act of judgment through the realisation that all judgments made are only further limiting myself within my own mind, where who I am as life as the physical remains forgotten.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel depressed today because of the accumulation of days passed where I was alone in my home, whereas I have spent all week alone with myself with no one with whom to communicate with, instead of realising that I am always alone with myself, whether I am with someone or not – that I am never more than alone with myself and that as long as I do not feel comfortable with myself, whatever circumstances, that I am thus still controlled by the perception of the mind as being made of energy where I seek/need to feed the energetic entity as personality within myself so as to feel “secure” and “comfortable” and “positive” whereas I participate within the exchange of positive energies when I am in a relationship with someone and that I don’t participate within the exchange of positive energies when I am alone with myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek to feed myself through the intake of “positive energy” through the relationship with another, whereas I participate within exchanges of energy when I am with someone else, rather than realising that whenever I accept and allow myself to participate within the positive exchange of energy with another being, that I am permitting through my acceptances and allowances as my participation within the exchange of positive energy with another, that I am thus permitting myself to experience myself as “negative energy” whenever I find myself being alone with myself, without the supportive exchange of positive energies that I experience within myself when I am with another.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive the accumulation of positive energy that occurs when I am with the company of another being, as being something which is supporting me, instead of realising that what the company of others supports within myself in such circumstances, is only the belief/idea that I am of the mind as being a being made of energy, and that such a perception is truly not supporting who I really am as the physical as life and that as long as I believe/perceive/feel the experience of myself as positivity when I am with another being, that I am thus reinforcing the illusion of me as that of being the fruit of the mind as energy, instead of releasing myself from such an illusion through the stopping of all of my participations within the exchange of positive energies with another, so that I stop myself from being controlled by feelings/emotions/thoughts and to become a real human being which is equal and one with and as the physical as life as who I truly am.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to energy, to the extent where I feel bad/negative within myself when I do not experience the positive charge of positive energy, whereas I have become addicted to energy to the point where I experience myself as being “negative/depressive” whenever I do not experience positive exchange of energies within myself, such as when I am with another person – instead of realising that because of my addiction to positive energy experiences, that I automatically invite negative energy within myself so as to balance out the energy equation that gets unbalanced as  I participate within the exclusivity of positive energy, and that in order for me to stop experiencing negative energy within myself, that I have to stop all my participation within positive energy through me returning to who I am HERE within and as the breath as that which doesn’t need energy to exist/survive as the eternal foundation of myself as myself as physicality/life.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that because I accept and allow myself to participate within the positive exchange of energies when I am with someone, that I thus automatically will experience myself as being negative when I am alone with myself – because of the balancing act that occurs within the energies as the mind within myself, where my mind automatically seeks balance wherein as I experience myself as being positive in a moment, that I will automatically experience myself as being negative in another moment, and that because I accept and allow myself to “swell up” as the accumulation of positive energy within myself when I am with someone else, that as soon as I remove from the equation the fact of being with another person, I will eventually surely experience myself as being negative within myself when I am to be found alone, because of having associate the surge of positive energy when I am with someone else which automatically associate the release and dispersing of positive energy when I am alone with myself, thus experiencing myself as being negative when there is no one around and with me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like if there is a ball of negative energy within and as my solar plexus area when I am alone with myself for a too long period of time, because of the accumulative effect of negativity which compresses and compresses and compresses within and as my subconscious/unconscious mind/physicality as the accumulation of time when I am alone with myself, which results in me feeling like shit when I have accumulated too much negative energy which is experienced when I spend too much time alone with myself – such as the case of this week when I have passed more than 5 days all alone with myself. Within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to be fulfilled within myself as I should be within and as the physical alone = without the interference of the games of the mind of positive and negative energy exchange – but that I am not because of my allowed participation within the games of the mind as the exchange of positive energy when I am in a relationship with another person and the release of negative energy when I am alone with myself = no direct relationship with another person.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like shit within myself when I am alone for too long with myself, where the accumulation of negative energy becomes so overwhelming, that I “fall” towards and within the negative energies within myself so that to become depressive with the company of myself all alone – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I am always alone with myself and that the feeling of negativity that I experience within myself when I am alone without anyone to exchange energies with, is only a symptom of my participation within the games of the mind as the exchange of energies with others, and that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within such games of the mind, that I will remain enslaved to the mind as the mind will remain the self-directive principle of me in my world, as the abuse and misuse of physicality/life will thus continue – unless I stop myself from participating within such games of the mind, through me stopping myself from experiencing positive energy when I am with another person, through the tools of breathing, self-investigation through writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application. If and when I see/experience myself about to move into the feelings of positivity when I am with someone, I stop, breathe and I remind myself that it is a game of the mind that I no longer want to participate in and apply self-forgiveness in the moment within and as self-honesty as who I am as the breath.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to be comfortable within self-intimacy as myself when I am alone with myself, instead of continuously seeking to be with someone so as to satisfy my culturally inserted definition of intimacy and thus feeling bad/depressive within myself whenever I am unable to satisfy the conditions of that self-imposed definition of intimacy, instead of building my self-intimacy up from within the starting point of self as all as ONE as Equal – whereas the full realisation is absolute within the fact that I am and will always be alone as self – through the tools of self-investigation, writing and through the application of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, whereas the more I apply myself within those tools, the more I will build self-intimacy and self-trust as myself and return to the innate comfort of being with myself alone, rather than my comfort and self-fulfilment being dependant on others, which is only furthering my enslavement towards and within the mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/perceive/believe that to be alone = to be sad and depressive, because of the copied perception of others as those that educated and influenced me as I was growing up in this world, instead of releasing myself from such erroneous programming through me applying the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, so as to see what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the programming as the mind, so that I may, from oneness and equality as myself as the mind, understand what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind and stop my participation within such programming and return to who I truly am as life as the physical, so that I may act within the interest of what is best for all, instead of continuously acting for the sole interest of myself as separate from everything else, wherein I am only concerned to reach the goals of my personal interests, instead of working/acting in order to ensure the happiness of all living beings in this planet, as we are all as one as equal as life as the physical HERE.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spite life for the predicament I am in as that of being alone with myself, whereas I spite life for giving me attributes which seemingly makes me undesired by others, because of the perception that I am not entertaining or good looking enough for girls to be with me, instead of realising that no one outside of myself will change and stop the feelings/energies/negative thoughts that I have when I am alone with myself, and that the only one who can change me by stopping such reactions of the mind is myself alone and that the application of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application gives me the tools in order to build self-trust, self-intimacy and self-love of myself so that I may CHANGE myself so that to become comfortable with myself, whatever the circumstances, so that I may act unchained and free of the controls of the mind so as to bring about a life that is dignified for all through actions which will become one and equal to who I truly am as life as the physical, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within such games of mind polarity such as the experience of myself as being positive when I am with someone and being negative when I am alone with myself, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within the mind as positivity/negativity, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy – to which I am ultimately not, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling depressed when I am alone” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of depression as the reaction of negative friction experimented when realising that I am alone with myself, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the feeling/experience of depression, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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Earth’s Journey to Life

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when alone, harbour feelings of sadness and depression, thus limiting me from existing in the physical, from living equal and one to the physical wherein I will often experience a yearning to be with someone and socialize instead of living within the breath, living with the touch, living here with myself expressing myself equal and one with the physical, stopping myself from expressing myself equal and one with feelings of sadness and depression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to be with someone such as with the company of another instead of realising that the “someone” that I am in want/need/desire of is myself and within this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be/learn self-intimate with myself, thus to limit my self-expression to the inner chatting within the mind, rather than to express myself as who I truly am equal and one with and as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek to be self-intimate with another while not having been self-intimate with myself in the first place, thus jeopardizing my relationship with another because of not having learned how to be self-intimate with myself in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an experience of positivity, of happiness when I am around others, talking, socializing, living with others, only to create a polarity of negativity as sadness, depression, self-hate, that manifests within myself when I exist on my own – alone, when I do not have company – within this separating myself from myself when/as I am with other people and when I am with myself, and separating myself from other people through allowing myself to define myself by the experience that I created when/as I was with other people and then define that I am happy when I am with other people, wherein the word other here is in separation as I am never “with other” people I am always with myself, and through defining myself in/as an experience with other people I am only being dishonest to myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define who I am as a living being, through and with the relationship I have with another/others, where I only allow myself to find self-contempt when I am with the presence of others/another, while being discontent when I am alone with myself because of the negative feelings that I have associated with being alone, which goes against the positive definition of myself I have associated with the fact of being with others/another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to develop a relationship with myself based on depression, sadness on being alone with myself, based on a hate towards myself and a yearning, a desire, to escape myself wherein I will look for substances and chemical reactions within myself in order to avoid facing myself, wherein I will watch tv until I am saturated, so that I can create a positive chemical reaction within myself of “happiness” through the entertainment, or resort to drugs to escape myself – such as pot/marijuana -, creating a positive chemical reaction to/as the drugs so that I can avoid facing myself as the sadness/depression that I accept myself to exist within, or use alcohol to limit my perception of/as who I am within the moment in order to avoid facing the relationship that I have created with myself of/as sadness/loneliness instead of being here with myself in breath and changing my relationship with myself through using the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-correction where I stop the yearning and desire to escape the experience of myself through entertaining myself with a positive chemical reaction/response so that I can avoid myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to copy the behaviours of my parents/teachers/friends/acquaintances from within which I have associated the feeling of “aloneness”, where I become and transform the presentation of my physical self to that of sadness, changing my mannerisms so as to reflect the sadness that I have learned to associate with “being alone” through my relationships with my parents/teachers/friends as I was growing up in this world, rather than realising that all I ever was and ever will be is “being alone” with myself and through this realisation, stop myself from participating in judgments of “sadness/loneliness” through the tools of BREATHING, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wand/need/desire/seek to avoid myself through the usage of substances/activities such as drugs, alcohol and entertainment, where I allow myself to remain entrapped within the collectively agreed upon systems of abuse as the mind, rather than self-directing myself out of these abusive dependencies through the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application and be HERE with myself in all moments of BREATH, thus developing a relationship of self-trust, self-worth and self-love wherein I do what is best for me as life at all times.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act in ways which are not best for me as life at all times, with such behaviours as smoking pot, drinking alcohol and spending endless amounts of time watching television and playing video games, only so that I can forget/”get away from” myself through the suppression of the negatively charged energies that has become the experience of me whenever I am alone with myself – thus seeking to “get away” from that feeling of loneliness rather than facing what I have accepted and allowed myself to become, equal and one with sadness/loneliness, and debunking/deconstructing/deprogramming what I have blindly accepted and allowed myself to become as the mind, through the time tested tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have developed this pattern within myself within the first 7 years of my life and that I am able to CHANGE myself through deprogramming the programs/systems within myself as the mind, through self-investigation using the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective statements and stop the yearning to escape myself with abusive patterned behaviours and be HERE with myself in all moments and in all BREATHS.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the “loneliness” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of sadness as the thought of “I am alone/have no friends to share my time with”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the sadness arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the sadness game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in sadness as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about “being alone” through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com