I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my future, because of the belief that I will have a hard time when I will be in a working environment, as I am currently unemployed and looking for a job, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine my future out of the foundation/starting point of fear – instead of stopping myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate within the fear of the mind, through the application of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from being controlled by my fears, and re-script myself so that I become the self-directive principle of me in my world, where no fear will be allowed to control me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I will have a hard time when I will find myself in a working environment, because of having accepted and allowed myself to base my fears out of my past experiences as a “worker” in society – instead of realising that I am not the same person as I was when I was working in the past as I have changed through time and through the application of the “process” in my life, and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the pattern of “fearing to be in a working environment”, that I am to immediately stop myself from being controlled by my fears, through the application of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the “fruit of the mind” as illusion, into becoming one and equal to who I am truly as the physical as life, where I will stop allowing myself to participate within the fear of the mind so that I become the self-directive principle of me in my world – and not my fears – so that I may become a living example for myself and others as myself as to what it is to be a responsible human being in this world, which acts within the interest of all life so as to bring about a world which is best for all.

 

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within the pattern of projecting myself into the near or distant future through the lenses of fear, to immediately stop myself from entertaining the idea that I will experience something which I have deemed as being negative, through the realisation that I have in fact changed since the last time I worked, and that if I am to see myself live experiences that are akin to those that have formed the belief that I “fear my immediate or distant future”, that I am to immediately stop myself from further reinforcing the belief within me, through the application of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application – so as to change the patterns that I have accepted and allowed myself to be equal to as the mind, and re-birth myself as life as the physical where no fears exists, but only the self-directive principle as me in my world, so as to be able to ACT according to the principle of oneness and equality, so as to bring about a world which is best for all life in this world.

 

I commit myself to actually write daily in my blog so as to reinforce the patterns of change that I want to instil into me, through the constant and continuous daily use of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, and stop making self-commitment statements that I am not committed into making through the actual application of “small” self-commitment statements that I am actually able to commit myself to.

 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need a universe where polarity exists in order for me to experience myself as who I am truly, where I have created a world and a universe where polarity exists in order for me to experience myself as a particular point within the spectrum of polarities, only so that I can have the opportunity to experience myself as the point of perspective within creation which sees itself as being “different” from another “point of perspective” within creation, and that I have especially created a system of the mind which have counterfeited the basic polarity which is at the heart of the creation of this universe, wherein I have created and manifested within myself, judgment so that I have the power to decide whether an experience is “good” or “bad” for me, while strictly basing my observation on the limited perspective of my mind’s conditioning which have been birthed out of my innate tendency to copy/mimic those that have come before – where I have never questioned or considered that the perspective that I have copied from those who have come before me, is fundamentally biased and can never represent the true nature of who I am within life/universe, such as who I am truly HERE within the absolute acceptance of who I am within this very moment HERE, so that I STOP judging the experiences that who I truly am as life has set out before me – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the pattern of judging an experience as being “good” or “bad” that I am to immediately remind myself that all experiences that I live are willed by who I truly am as life, so that I relinquish the tendency to judge life, so that I can realise myself as who I truly am as life – where no judgements exists but only the joy of being HERE as life as the physical remains.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to interpret as “good” or “bad” a manifestation of an event/experience in my life, because of the judgments that I have towards that experience as being “good” or “bad” for me – instead of stopping myself from judging an experience as being “good” or “bad” for me, through the realisation that I cannot exist without that which is “contrary to who I am”, as “that which is” cannot exist without the existence of “that which is not”, and that if I am to “judge” an experience as being “good” or “bad” for me, that I am simply limiting the expression and experience of who I truly am HERE within the manifestation of myself as this physical entity, because of the filters of my judgments which filters reality so that it complies to the limited nature of my judgments, and thus, where I have no opportunity to truly know who I am here as the physical as life, because of the self-imposed limits that I have accepted and allowed myself to have as judgments, out of having accepted and allowed myself to “believe” that which I have been thought of being, by those who have come before me – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the pattern of judging an experience that is here for me to experience as a specific moment in time, that I am to immediately stop myself from participating within the patterns of judgment, through firstly breathing, so as to bring myself back HERE as who I am within the physical as life; then apply the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a self-abusive robot as a figment of the mind consciousness system, and re-script myself as who I truly am as life here, where no judgments exists which disables me from appreciating the experience of who I am here as life, one and equal with all living beings.

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within the patterned behaviour of judgment towards a particular experience that I have, to immediately remind myself through breathing, that I am not the mind, but here as the physical as life, and that any and all judgments that I may have about a person or a situation, is merely a filter that disables me from experiencing myself as who I truly am as life.

I commit myself to remind myself that all experiences that is manifested for me to have by my true nature, is exactly what I need to experience in any given time or context – and that all I have to do is to say “yes” to the experience, so that I may realise myself as who I truly am as life = where there is no judgments as filters limiting our perception of who we truly are as life.

I commit myself to remove all filters as judgments towards myself, life, or any events in-between, so that I may come to fully realise who I truly am as life, so that I become an example for all as myself, as what it is to be a responsible human being in this world.

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 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear applying myself towards experiences and patterns of myself that I have defined as being “good”, because of the fear that I have of losing that which I have defined as being “good experiences” in my life, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that without “the good experiences” or without that which I have defined as being “good for me”, that I will find myself in a state of constant sadness and/or depression because of the belief that I will thus only be defined and/or confined within the “bad” in me – instead of stopping myself from participating within the polarity manifestation of the mind, through the application of writing, so as to see what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a surrogate of the mind; breathing, so as to bring myself back here as who I am within and as each moment; self-forgiveness, so as to relieve myself from that which is keeping me locked within the mind through various states of emotions; self-honesty, so as to truly see in fact that which I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a product of the mind and self-corrective application, so as to bring about a new pattern that will honour life within the expression of myself as a physical being.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the pattern of thinking about past experiences that I have judged as being “good” whenever there is a time where I find myself living a moment of melancholy or nostalgia, whereas I find myself wallowing within my mind because of a “feeling” of “loss” of whatever form – instead of stopping such a patterned behaviour of “sinking-deeper-into-the-mind-in-the-hopes-of-finding-some-form-of-relief-through-past-experiences-in-relation-to-the-loss-that-have-just-been-experienced”, through the immediate application of, firstly, breathing so as to STOP myself from focussing my attention within the mind in search of “good-times-gone-by”, and re-focus my attention to who I am HERE as the physical as life, where no influences of the past should control or direct me; then writing so as to clear the mind from any wallowing thoughts that keeps me locked within myself in search of “good times gone by” in the hopes of finding something from my past that would give me a sense of “comfort” as a deceptive support coming from the mind’s perspective of the situation; self-forgiveness so as to forgive myself from the self-created habit that keeps me locked within the same self-abusive pattern of seeking help within the mind’s perspective of a situation, as a return to past experiences that I have judged as being “good” in order to attempt a balancing act between the moment of melancholy/nostalgia and the feeling of “goodness” within me; self-honesty so as to truly realise who I am within what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and self-corrective application so as to instil a new pattern within me where I would not allow myself to fall back within the same traps of the mind, such as the pattern of wallowing within the mind’s past in order to find “peace” within a moment of hardship, and re-align myself towards a new self that would not give the mind a precedence over who I am as life as the physical, as the true self-directive principle of who I am within this world.

 

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within the pattern of “seeking help from the past” whenever I find myself in a situation of hardship, immediately apply the simple tool/reaction of BREATHING so as to at the very least, stop myself from participating within the downward spiral whereas I suck my attention inwards in search of something from my past to “make me feel better” about a situation; through the realisation that I only thus empower the mind to have control over me, such as being emotionally unstable, and that there is no one other than me that can do anything to CHANGE the situation – that I am the sole director of my life and that whatever is happening to me within the confines of my mind, that I am the sole one who is responsible and that only I alone can change me.

 

To be continued tomorrow…

 

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Yesterday, I was supposed to do an activity with a girl that I met last Sunday. I was expecting to do something with her since she told me that she wanted to see me again, and do something with me at another occasion, in another context than that of our first date. After telling me that she had to go to a city which is about 2hours and a half drive from where I live from last Monday to yesterday (Wednesday), she told me that she wanted to do something with me when she would come back from the city, which was yesterday.

 

So, yesterday, I waited for her phone call but she never called. This situation left me feeling emotionally hurt since I thought that she hadn’t been honest with me after our first date, where she left me to believe that she was interested in pursuing our relationship. When the date ended, she was the one who first told me that she was interested in seeing me again – to which I emotionally reacted through feeling elated inside myself, since I honestly thought then that she was interested in me for having told me that she wanted to see me again.

 

So, since the call never came yesterday, and since I haven’t received any feedback from her since our last date, I started to turn and churn within my own mind within thoughts of insecurity towards and within myself. Thoughts of being rejected and of having been fooled by her came up within my mind, which made me feel depressed almost all of the evening and a bit of today.

 

I’ve had a lot of troubles accepting who I am physically throughout my life, mainly because of experiences that I lived through when I was a teenager which made me believe that I would never be able to have a girlfriend in my life because of my physical appearance – as I have been told many times that no girl would fall in love with me because of how I look. Even though I’ve had a few girlfriends in my life, I am still conflicted by this same belief and impression that I am unwanted by the opposite sex.

 

So, since she told me that she was interested in me, and since I truly sensed that it was probably true, considering the way she looked at me and how she laugh throughout our first date, I had high expectations with regards to building a long lasting relationship with her. However, the expectations that I have built met a wall yesterday since she hadn’t followed on her words in regards to what she told me that she would do after our first date.

 

This situation has reawakened slumbering demons within me, where thoughts filled with negatively charged energies brought me to feel depressed about myself and my situation in life – where I started thinking that I was doomed to be alone in my life because of the lingering impression that I am unwanted by the members of the opposite sex.

 

So, since I allowed myself to participate and be caught as a prisoner of my mind’s interpretation and impressions of myself in regards to the opposite sex because of her “silence” towards me – I will write out self-forgiveness statements so as to release myself from this “mind pattern” that kept me prisoner of my own mind.

 

Self-forgiveness statements:

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the girl that I met last Sunday, was truly interested in me because of having taken her words as true, where she told me that she was interested in seeing me again after our first date – and that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the creation of scenarios within my mind, where I imagined myself being with her; where I imagined myself having sexual activities with her; where I imagined scenarios where I believed that the time of my celibacy was finally over – only to allow myself to be eventually deceived if those scenarios were not to be made true, which is what I have started to realise recently, as I haven’t received any feedback from her since our date last Sunday. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel energetically drained today because of not having received any feedback from her, where I expected and hoped that she would explain to me a plausible reason for her lack of communication in my regards – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have expectations towards her because of what she told me in the end of our date last Sunday – instead of stopping myself from participating within the mind as expectations, through me having stopped myself from entertaining the thoughts, emotions and feelings in regards to what I BELIEVED her to express towards me, which was that she was apparently interested in me – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the mind through expectations, that I am to immediately stop myself from participating within the thusly mind generated scenarios, through the realisation that what occurs within the mind is NOT REAL and that it is my responsibility not to participate within the mind as the mind only sells ILLUSIONS – and that if I am to see myself participate within the illusions as the mind’s interpretation towards something or someone, that I am to immediately stop myself from participating within the mind, through the tools of BREATHING, so as to remind myself that I AM HERE as the physical as life, and not THERE within the mind where illusionary ideas and conceptions about reality are held as “true”, to apply the tool of writing so as to see myself for what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind; self-forgiveness; self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to stop myself from participating within the patterns of the mind which holds me captive within a delusion and illusionary fantasy world, and rebirth myself as LIFE through the common sense realisation that we are the physical as life and not the mind as illusion.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel depressed for not having received any feedback from the girl that I met last Sunday, because of having accepted and allowed myself to participate within an elated feeling after I met the girl last Sunday, because of having been led to believe that she was interested in seeing me again – to which I interpreted as a sign that she liked me, to which I emotionally responded through me feeling elated within myself because of the fact that she made me believe that a girl was finally interested in me – instead of stopping myself from participating within the polarity manifestation of the mind, such as a positive feeling or negative feeling within me, and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within a mind generated feeling, whether positive or negative, that I am to immediately stop myself from participating further within my mind, through the application of the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from the automated pattern of participating within my mind’s interpretation of reality, and rebirth myself as life as the physical, so as to act towards changing what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become as the limited mind, and realise ourselves as life as the physical, so that we can bring dignity into our world where life is being taken for granted.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel elated within myself after having been told by the girl that I met last Sunday, that she was interested in seeing me again, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to feel elated within myself because of the fact that the worlds that the girl spoke in my regards, went against the belief that I still hold within my mind that “I can’t have a girlfriend because of not being attractive enough” – instead of stopping myself from participating within the elated feeling within me, through me feeding and nurturing the feeling through me allowing myself to think and generate many scenarios within my mind where I projected myself in the company of the girl, where I allowed myself to feed the elated feeling within me – instead of stopping myself from participating within this feeling through the realisation that such an allowance only allows the occurrence of the opposite side of this feeling within myself, which is depression, if what I was brought to believe revealed itself to not be true – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within a feeling of elation towards what someone tells me, that I am to immediately stop myself from participating within such mind constructs through the tools of writing, breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to completely stop myself from participating within the patterns of the mind, and change so as to re-align myself towards the physical as that which is truly life, so as to stop being controlled by my thoughts, emotions and feelings so that I remain stable no matter what happens around me, and become a responsible human being in this world which acts in order to change the nature that we have become so as to act within the interest of all life instead of only my own.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and perceive that I am and will always be rejected by the members of the opposite sex in my life, because of apparently having been rejected by the girl that I met last Sunday, because of the fact that I haven’t got any feedback from her after our date, after she had helped generating the expectation that there was a probable future between us – instead of stopping myself from participating within the belief that “I will always be rejected by the member of the opposite sex because of my appearance”, through me applying the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to stop myself from participating within such thoughts/feelings/emotions when they emerge within me, and re-align myself to who I am as life as the physical, which is not bound to any mind constructs.

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire being with the girl that I met last Sunday, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the thoughts of me having sexual activities with the girl and general thoughts of being with the company of the girl, where I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the positively charged feelings and emotions that are linked to those thoughts, rather than stopping myself from participating within such mind generated energies through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to release myself from the grasp that the mind holds within me, and return to who I am HERE within the awareness of the physical as life.

 

I will continue on this point tomorrow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care for the state of the world because of the fact that I do not “feel” like if I am “one with the world”, whereas the “sensation of oneness and equality” seems “foreign” to me within that I honestly do not “sense myself” as being “one with the world” or “one and equal with everyone” – and that because I do not experience or “feel” myself as being “one and equal with everyone”, that I bring myself to “not care” about the “state of the world” because, after all, “I am only aware of me, myself and I” and that what another experiences as himself/herself  within his/her life is honestly “foreign” to me within the fact that “I do not experience what another experience in his life” as we are all “unique” and apparently “separate” within our proprioceptive sensation of ourselves. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rely on my own little experience of myself in order to “judge” and ascertain what is “good for another” as I base my perception of “what is good for another” only on my own knowledge that has been birthed from my own lifetime experiences – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the perception that “I only care about that which can personally affect me”, that I am to immediately stop myself from participating within the thoughts which ensue, and apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to remind myself that within who I am as life, underneath the “façade” of my apparent physical uniqueness and separation from another, that I come from the “same” source as that which is “life” within and as us all, and that it is from this starting point of that which makes us all related as one and equal, that I am to “see” myself as, as who I am really is one and equal with all human beings.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to base my understanding of who I am strictly on that which makes us all akin, such as the fact that we are all “physical beings” and that within this, we all have the same fundamental “needs” which cannot be overlooked in order to have a dignified life, such as having enough food, enough money and a place to live in in order to live – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the limited perspective of that which only affects me within my own little bubble as the mind within which I “believe” and “perceive” myself as being “unique” and therefore “separate from each and everyone else”, that I am to immediately stop myself from entertaining the idea that I am separate from each and all living beings, and re-align myself to the truth of who I am within a simple and ostensible observation that we are all alike thus ONE AND EQUAL within the base and fundamental fact that we are all PHYSICAL BEINGS and that within this, we are all ALIKE and ONE AND EQUAL.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equate “caring” with an inner “feeling” as an inner “mind generated experience” within myself, which ultimately leads to separation within the fact that the “feelings” are generated by “unique life experiences” which are fundamentally “unique” to the individual, which makes it so that a “feeling” can never be universally acclaimed as universal truths, since each and every single beings experiencing life within this planet that we call earth, have very unique and different “feelings” regarding any point of one’s experience of life – and that “feelings” can never be accounted as and for the “ultimate truth” since a feeling is in essence, unique to an individual perspective and thus can never be universally shared with all and every living beings in this existence – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the limited perspective of basing my understanding of life strictly on the “feelings” that are “mind generated” within me, that I am to immediately stop myself from allowing myself to participate within such “beliefs” and return my attention and awareness back to HERE as that which is OBVIOUSLY and UNIVOCABLY universally shared with ALL LIVING BEINGS, which is simply to relocate my awareness HERE within and as THE PHYSICAL as that which is UNIVERSALLY SHARED WITH ALL LIVING BEINGS, and from there, base my perspective of life as who I truly am, so that I stop entertaining the false belief that I am separate from another because of the erroneous interpretation of the mind towards LIFE as that which we truly are = one and equal as life as the PHYSICAL. If I see myself participating within thoughts of separation, I am to immediately stop myself through the simple tools of breathing, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within that which perceives itself as being separate from life, the mind, and return myself to who I truly am as life HERE within and as the PHYSICAL as who I truly am as LIFE, which is universally shared and COMMON with ALL LIVING BEINGS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care about others which do not experience what I directly experience as a factual life experience, such as all the personal experiences that I have lived through throughout my lifetime, wherein I only “relate” to those around me who have lived life experiences which are akin to my own, and that I automatically discard all of the beings who have not personally lived similar life experiences – only because of the fact that I have accustomed myself to live within the enclosure of my mind, where I wallow within circular thought patterns which are fed through my own personal experiences, instead of stopping myself from trapping my self-awareness within my own mind, and re-align my self-awareness to that which is obviously universal to us all = THE PHYSICAL – through the tools of breathing so as to bring my awareness back to HERE instead of letting my awareness roam aimlessly within the enclosure of my own mind; writing so as to SEE MYSELF for what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the FIGMENT OF MY MIND’S IMAGINATION; self-forgiveness so as to release myself from the points and inner turmoil that are keeping me locked within the darkness of my mind; self-honesty so as to CLEARLY SEE WHO AND WHAT I HAVE BECOME as the mind and self-corrective application so as to CHANGE what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and REBIRTH myself as LIFE as the PHYSICAL, which is EQUALLY AS ONE SHARED with ALL LIVING BEINGS ON THIS PLANET or on any other location within the universe.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by the mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

I commit myself to stop my participation within energetically charged experiences through me, whenever I experience the movements of positive or negative energies within me, immediately stop such participations through the BREATH/BREATHING and place myself HERE within and as the physicality as me. If an opportunity to self-forgive arises, I apply self-forgiveness aloud or within myself. I remind myself that the energetically charged experience/thought/feeling/emotion is a pattern that I no longer want to participate in and as the mind.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “not caring” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “carelessness”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “careless    character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

I commit myself to stop myself from not caring for the state of the world, through the remembrance that I am responsible for the state of the world through my actions, whether I act or do not act as each and every moment of breath passed within this world, is a statement made of who and what I am to the universe, whether I do or do not do something, and that in order for me to live a life within full awareness such as the awareness of myself as LIFE as that which I truly am, that I am to completely stop myself from participating within the mind as separation, and re-align myself to the simple, common and obvious observation that who I truly am is a PHYSICAL BEING and that whatever happens to the PHYSICAL as the only real REALITY, ultimately AFFECTS EACH AND EVERY LIVING PHYSICAL BEINGS – and that this world is in dire need of a CHANGE so that the PHYSICAL as LIFE returns to DIGNITY and UNIVERSALITY so that each and every single beings living in this world, may live a life that is worth living.

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play within the images in the mind, whenever I go to bed at night, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to follow the path where the images playing out in my mind brings me to, such as spending enormous amounts of time watching the images in my mind play out – leading me to have trouble falling asleep – instead of stopping myself from participating within the images of the mind, through me applying the tool of breathing in order to bring myself back here, within and as who I am as the physical as life – instead of constantly and continuously accept and allow myself to participate within the imaginations of the mind – and apply the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within the mind in order to return my awareness to who I really am as the physical as life here – where no mind interferes.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek to see images within my mind before falling asleep, whereas I spend enormous amounts of time trying to generate imagery that would feed my inner-most fantasies, instead of stopping myself from constantly and continuously feeding the mind through me participating within its constructs such as imagination – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the patterns of the mind as imagination, that I am to immediately stop myself from moving further into the mind, through the immediate application of breathing – so as to bring my focussed awareness to HERE in the physical instead of THERE in the mind – and the application of self-forgiveness so as to release myself from the points that are keeping me locked within the mind, self-honesty so as to really see who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the slave of the mind and self-corrective application so as to change my inner mind programming into a self-programmed being that would only act within the interest of what is best for all, instead of continuing down the path of self-deception and self-abuse such as what I have blindly programmed myself into being through the copying of the behaviours of those that have come before me – so as to rebirth myself into what I truly am as life as the physical, which is one and equal with all human beings.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have programmed myself into the patterned behaviour of “holding-unto-good-memories-that-have-occurred-within-a-specific-day-so-that-I-can-reminisce-upon-them-later-when-I go-to-bed-at-night”, through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within the pattern of “holding unto the images of the events that generate a good feeling within me within a specific day” whereas I deliberately seek to “photograph within my mind”, events that go on within my daily activities that I deem to be “good” – so that I will have “something good to remember about the day that just ended” when going to bed at night – instead of stopping myself from participating within this behaviour when the desire to “picture-frame a moment deemed as good within my daily activities”, through the usage of the tools of breathing – so as to stop myself from further participating within the mind and bring my focussed awareness back to who and what I am HERE -, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to change myself from what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and rebirth myself as life as the physical, which is one and equal with all living beings.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to stop my participation within energetically charged experiences through me, whenever I experience the movements of positive or negative energies within me, immediately stop such participations through the BREATH/BREATHING and place myself HERE within and as the physicality as me. If an opportunity to self-forgive arises, I apply self-forgiveness aloud or within myself. I remind myself that the energetically charged experience/thought/feeling/emotion is a pattern that I no longer want to participate in and as the mind.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “wanting to participate within the images of the mind” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “playfulness within the imagery of the mind”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “mind interested character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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Earth’s Journey to Life

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so hypnotised by watching television, that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend a lot of my free time watching television, rather than doing more constructive activities, such as preparing myself to go back to work, or spending my free time studying to prepare myself to go back to work, or simply going on the internet/computer in order to write myself out so as to clear myself from any points of friction within and as myself, so as to free myself from that which is holding me back and to eventually get on with my life and earn a living for myself – and that if I am to find myself wallowing within the activity of watching too much television, that I am to immediately stop and ask myself if I have more constructive things to do than to watch television and go into such an activity – and to apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to remove all of the points of dishonesty within and as myself so as to eventually become one and equal to life as the physical.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as being “bad” because of the fact that I have spent most of my free time this summer, watching the television instead of participating within activities which would have been more constructive for me in my life – Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarity of “good” and “bad” within me judging myself as being “bad” for watching too much television, and to have as such continued within my participation within polarity as the mind, rather than to have stopped myself from participating within polarity as the mind, through the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as being “good” when I do not spend my time watching television programs and when I am participating within what I deem as being constructive activities and that within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me judging myself as being “good” or “bad” for whatever activities or reason, that I am in fact accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity as the mind, which only furthers my enslavement to and towards the mind through my own accepted and allowed participations, instead of stopping myself from participating within the polarity as the mind – which only abuses life within the constant and continuous friction that is generated within the mind which is responsible for the experience of “polarity” – through the use of the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to rescript myself from being a slave to the mind, to being the self-directive principle of me in my world, such as that which life is within the principle of oneness and equality within and as the physical.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “judging myself as being good or bad” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “judgment”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “judging character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com