satan-loves-us-allSatan and God are the SAME BEING simply because ONE CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT THE OTHER. Without such a thing as “bad” there cannot be such a thing as “good”. Without such a thing as “God”, there cannot be such a thing as “Satan”. One allows the other because ONE CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT THE OTHER. God cannot exist without Satan and Satan cannot exist without God. Therefore, it would be WISE to GLORIFY the OTHER just as one GLORIFIES the ONE, because the ONE which is GLORIFIED OWES IT’S EXISTENCE ON THE PRESENCE OF THE OTHER. Since ONE IS FOREVER PRESENT, THE OTHER IS FOREVER PRESENT ALSO. Within the absolute, GOD KNOWS OF BEING WITHIN THE OTHER, just as SATAN KNOWS OF BEING WITHIN THE ONE therefore, God TRULY GLORIFIES SATAN, just as SATAN TRULY GLORIFIES GOD – BECAUSE IN SUCH, GOD GLORIFIES ITSELF IN SATAN, and SATAN GLORIFIES ITSELF IN GOD. It would be WISE therefore to GLORIFY THE ONE WHICH WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AGAINST

BECAUSE THE ONE WE ARE FOR OWES IT’S EXISTENCE TO THE ONE WE ARE AGAINST.

That part of ourselves which we agree upon, is that part of ourselves we are conscious of – or that part of ourselves which we have placed into the “light” of our “observations”. However, the “light of our observations” cannot exist without there being simultaneously the “dark of our observations”. One, the “dark”, allows the other, the “light”. Therefore, light cannot exist without dark, as darkness ALLOWS LIGHT TO EXIST as ONLY LIGHT ALLOWS DARKNESS TO EXIST in the FIRST PLACE – and vice-versa. Everything which forbids the individual to realize it’s inherent completeness as itself, is the conditionings one has placed upon the expression of its “dark self” as opposed to its “light self” – a conditioning which ultimately manifests as a resistance. Every conditioning is a resistance that has been manufactured “in the first place” and every resistance “in the first place”, is a resistance that is manufactured AGAINST that which WE ARE IN THE FIRST PLACE – which is “no thing”.

“No thing” is just as what it implies yet, we continuously try to define it, which is ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE. We try to define it because nothing remains forever undefined – and, such as god allows satan and satan allows god, for one cannot go without the other, the “undefined” allows the “defined” and the “defined” allows the “undefined” for one cannot go without the other. Since one evidently exists to our physical senses as that which we define, the other evidently exists to our minds as that which remains undefined. The mind holds that which is invisible, and the physical holds that which is visible. One cannot Exist Without the Other. We can thus ONLY FOOL OURSELVES into BELIEVING ONE SIDE OR THE OTHER instead of the truth of the 2 being as one at the same time. We fool ourselves through our own conditionings, which equates to all resistances that we have against our “shadow selves”, because it is only our conditionings that forbids us from expressing those parts of ourselves which comes naturally in every arising moment.

It would be wise, therefore, to GLORIFY our shadow selves, just as much as we GLORIFY our light selves as our shadow selves ALLOWS our light selves to exist in the first place.

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God_&_Satan_single_artworkThe true nature of things is binary as “Every Thing” exists as 1 and the other at the “same time”. There isn’t a thing such as a “singularity”, or, a “defined thing” or “an atom” or “an electron” or “a substance”, if there isn’t an OBSERVER who is observing the “singularity” at the “same time” the observation is made. However, the “true observer” can NEVER BE OBSERVED, for the “TRUE OBSERVER” is FOREVER “OUT OF SIGHT” as the “TRUE OBSERVER” Exists only within the realms of the “INVISIBLE” – which is a realm which is fundamentally “INVISIBLE”. Therefore, EVERY attempt at “deciphering” the “invisible” through any “WORDS”, or “OBSERVATION”, or “DEFINITION” or “SINGULARITY” – as EVERY ATTEMPT that has EVER BEEN ATTEMPTED BY SCIENCE IS AND WAS AN “ACT TO EXPLAIN THE UNEXPLAINABLE”, is FOREVER bound to “failure” as the “unexplainable” is simply the “OBSERVER” who Observes “every things” out of it’s realm of absolute “Invisibility”. There cannot be One (the visible world) without the Other (the invisible world) – and since the “visible world” is “Evident” within the realm of our observations, then this implies that the “invisible world” exists just as “evidently”.

“Every Thing” within the observable universe is just a “REFLECTION” of this “FUNDAMENTAL NATURE” of the “UNIVERSE” – however since this “fundamental nature” of the universe CANNOT BE DUPLICATED, as one cannot duplicate the fundamental nature of the “UNSEEN OBSERVER” who is “FOREVER UNSEEN”, one can ONLY FOOL ONESELF into the BELIEF that there exists 1 OR THE OTHER, and NEVER 1 AND THE OTHER “AT-THE-SAME-TIME”. This has given rise to the world of “DUALITY” as “DUALITY” is the REFLECTION – THOUGHT/THINKING – of the TRUE NATURE OF THE UNIVERSE as that of being UNITED WITHIN A FOREVER BINARY STRUCTURE – even if one side of the binary structure is “FREE OF ALL IDOLS” and is thus forever only “implied” as it can “NEVER BE NAMED” since a “NAME” would INSTANTLY CONTERFIET IT’S NATURE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being alone with myself in the near future, because of the fact that the couple who are currently living with me, will leave my apartment in about a week or so, which will make it so that I will find myself alone again – after having spent the last month in their company because of having offered my help towards them, as they were then looking for an apartment to go to because of the fact that they have been booted from the apartment where they were previously living -, wherein I fear that I will become depressed through the transitional period because of the fact that I have accepted and allowed myself to “feel” comfortable in their company, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to nurture and “appreciate” their company while they were with me – and that now that I think about the reality of the fact that they will leave me in about a week, that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “depressed” about the idea that I will find myself alone again, whereas I have forecasted a “return” to hold habits and a “return” to a solitary way of life, which – in contrast with what I have lived when with the company of the couple – is making me “feel” depressed because of the thought that I won’t have a life which will be equally interesting as when I was living with their company – instead of stopping myself from allowing myself to nurture the thoughts which are associated with what I forecast my future to be like as that of being a return to a “negative way” of living, and stop those patterns of thinking within me so that, as they arise within me, I am able to stop myself from furthering my fall within the mind through the use of breathing, writing, self-forgiveness and self-honesty so as to change the patterns of thoughts within me, which are only interested in protecting my own self-interests, into a pattern of thinking/acting that will be reflective of a being who is one and equal with life as the physical, so that my focus remains within where I am as HERE as life as the physical within all given moment in time, such as to become an example of what it is to be a responsible human being in this world, which actually and in fact cares for all life as one and equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire having sexual experiences with the “girl” in the couple who is currently living with me, because of the fact that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain secret desires within the secret mind as she was living with me for the past month or so – where I have accepted and allowed myself to use the fact that I have seen her countless amounts of time in her underwear, to nourish and nurture the secret sexual desires within me – where I have accepted and allowed myself to fantasise about her being naked in front of me, where I would be able to touch and caress her naked body – where I would allow myself to let the sexual tensions built up within me – instead of stopping myself from allowing myself to fall within the energetic tensions that built up within me as I am and was within her company, through the use of breathing so as to remind myself that all that is occurring within myself within such instances is of the mind and not me; writing so as to see myself, in writing, through the patterns and mind constructs that are at the foundation of my enslavement towards the mind and it’s patterns; self-forgiveness so as to release myself from the points of separation within me, which manifests themselves whenever I find myself in a situation where I am within the same vicinity of a girl/women that I secretly physically desire/appreciate; self-honesty so as to actually truly see myself for what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and self-corrective application so as to change myself from the patterns of the mind which only enforces my relationship to the illusions of the mind so as to change myself from what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and rebirth myself as life as the physical, so that I will be able to stop acting within the sole perspective of the mind and it’s self-interested patterns which are responsible for the state of separation the world currently is in, and rebirth myself as life as who I truly am as the physical here, so that I can be an example to all and myself as to what it is to be a responsible human being who actually cares for life on earth and does whatever it takes to bring back life as equality and oneness for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire having sex with the girl who is currently living with me whenever I look into her eyes, and where I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am able to “manipulate her” into wanting to have sex with me through the mere eye contact, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to try to manipulate my sexual energies towards her, so that I could be able to “influence her” into wanting to have sex with me — where I would project the sexual energies towards her through my imagination, within my secret mind – instead of stopping myself from attempting to secretly manipulate her into “desiring me” through the use of “mind tricks” that I have stated above – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the pattern of trying to manipulate her with my sexual energies whenever I am within a moment where I am communicating with her, that I am to immediately stop myself from furthering such a patterned behaviour within my mind, through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to release myself from the grasp that I have accustomed myself into being subjected to whenever I find myself in a situation where I am within the company of a girl/women that I secretly desire, so that I remove the cloud which obscures my observations in order for me to remain stable here within who I truly am as the physical as life, so that I may be able to realise myself as life as who I truly am here as the physical and become an example to all and myself as to what it is to be a responsible human being who actually truly ACT within the perspective of what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive the experience of me being alone with myself, as being a “negative thing”, wherein I would accept and allow myself to be manipulated by the thoughts, ideas and memories which comes to mind whenever I think about the times where I was alone with myself,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by the times that I have lived while the “couple” was living with me in my apartment, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to “judge” the times spent with the “couple” as being “entertaining” thus “good”, while judging the opposing experiences, such as the experiences of me being alone with myself in my apartment as being “bad” even if that was not the case when I was living alone with myself – only because of having accepted and allowed myself to use the experiences that I have lived while living with the couple in my apartment, as a contrasting point within myself, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to “judge” the past experiences of me living alone with myself in my apartment as being “bad” even if that was not the case – instead of stopping my patterned behaviour of “judging” my experiences in contrast to other “past experiences”, only so that I may continue with my patterned abusive behaviour of labelling my experiences as being “good” or “bad” even though I am aware of the fact that it is those judgments that are responsible for my instability in life – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within such a patterned behaviour of judgment, that I am to immediately stop myself from entertaining the self-abusive path where those patterns are leading me to, through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from being trapped within the mind through its self-inflected patterns of abuse and enslavement which are responsible for the state of the world as it currently is, and change myself from being an irresponsible human being to being a responsible human being who actually and in fact cares for the state of the world and work/act in order to bring about a world which is best for all life, equal and one with all living beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself through the feelings that emerged within me as I was thinking about the fact that I will probably find myself back as being alone in about a week or so, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to become “depressed” about the idea of returning to living a life of loneliness and boredom, even if that was not the case when I was living alone with myself, only because of the fact that I have accepted and allowed myself to become attached to the way of life that has been my own ever since the “couple” started living with me about a month or so ago – instead of stopping myself from being manipulated by the feelings within me, through the realisation that I am not my feelings, thoughts or emotions, and through the constant application of tools such as breathing, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, so as to methodically change all the points within me which keeps me enslaved to the conditionings of the mind, and rebirth myself as life HERE as the physical, where the mind is only burdening my perception of life as who I am truly and is therefore, completely unnecessary.

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within the pattern of judging my life as being negative because of the fact that I live alone, to immediately stop myself from participating within such a destructive and abusive pattern through the use of breathing, so as to STOP myself from falling within the mind and remain here within the stability of myself as life as the physical and act in order to bring about real change in my life.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining secret sexual desires within the secret mind whenever I find myself within the company/vicinity of a woman/girl that I secretly appreciate, through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to, when I see myself move or about to move within the pattern of “fantasising about having sexual experiences with a girl”, change the patterned behaviour which keeps me enslaved to the mind’s constructs, and rebirth/rescript myself so as to be and become one and equal to who I truly am as life as who I am within and as the physical here.

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within the pattern of having my thoughts/perception of myself be influenced by the inner feelings that I have about a changing situation, immediately stop myself from participating within the thought pattern which emerges from those feelings, through – if possible – immediately going in front of my computer or finding a piece of paper and a pen in order to write about what I am currently going through, so as to see the patterns in front of myself so as to be able to remove the cloud within my mind which keeps me enslaved to patterns of enslavement and abuse of the mind, and change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, through the application of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application throughout my writings.

I commit myself to actually write daily in my blog so as to reinforce the patterns of change that I want to instil into me, through the constant and continuous daily use of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, and stop making self-commitment statements that I am not committed into making through the actual application of “small” self-commitment statements that I am actually able to commit myself to.

I commit myself to stop myself from making judgments about being alone as being something which is inherently negative, through the perception that I have copied from society and those that have come before me, and actually realise that I have always only been alone within myself and that there never was “another” within myself throughout all of the experiences that I have lived through in my life – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the patterns of judging myself based on whether I am or am not alone with myself, to immediately stop myself from participating within such patterns through the use of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a “mind program”, and re-establish life as who I truly am as the physical HERE, where no judgments or mind is necessary.

I commit myself to, whenever I see myself move or about to move within a pattern of judgment, to immediately remind myself that such a pattern filters my perception to the point of extreme limitation where the ability to enjoy life is hampered – and to stop myself from the act of judgment through the realisation that all judgments made are only further limiting myself within my own mind, where who I am as life as the physical remains forgotten.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad because of the fact that the Olympic games are over, because of not having anything that I have deemed as being “good” to watch on television now that the Olympic games are over, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within feelings of joy and ecstasy when I was participating within the act of watching the Olympic games – instead of realising that such a feeling as that of feeling sad, is a feeling that is thus controlling and directing me through the fact that such a feeling changes my behaviour and renders me subject to the whims and movements of such a feeling – instead of being the self-directive principle of me in my world, through me deconstructing what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, through the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to eventually re-script myself into that which acts within the interests of what is best for all life, as what is best for all life is best for everyone.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that this “process of writing myself down through the use of the self-forgiveness structure” amounts to nothing, as I am still accepting and allowing myself to participate within thoughts and mind constructs that I thought, when I first started with the process, would be gone by now – after having been writing steadily and in the “process” for more than 3 months now – instead of realising that for me to see and experience change from within the application of the “7 years to life process”, that I have to practically and effectively apply myself, daily and moment to moment, so as to stop myself from allowing myself to participate within the constructs of the mind that are creating the perceived mess as my mind in the first place, and that for me to realise that change, that I have to remain focussed and diligent within my application so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, so that I may eventually free myself from the machinations of the mind so that I may release myself as life and act within the interests of what is best for all.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think “again with that same old bullshit” whenever I write my self-forgiveness statements, because of the fact that the practice has seemingly become a robotic pattern that I participate within daily, such as a ritual, and that I have yet to see any clear changes within my behaviour since I first started with this process – instead of realising that in order for me to see the change, that I have to FIRST BE the change, and that in order for me to BE the change within what I have expected the tool of self-forgiveness to facilitate for me, that I have to diligently apply myself within each moment of breath, so as to effectively change the robotic nature that I have become as the mind as the imitation of those that have come before me, to be and become the self-directive principle of me in my world so as to change what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, in order to eventually reflect what is best for all within all of my actions.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the competition character through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “fear of working” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “competition”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “competition character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generate a feeling of ecstasy, such as the feeling of positive energy, whenever I win while playing a game with my friend, whereas I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain the feeling of energetic high, instead of stopping myself from participating within the mind as energy, through me, when I sense the movement of energy build up within myself, stopping my participation within energy as the mind, through the application of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to re-program myself into a being which acts within the interest of what is best for all, instead of constantly and continuously acting within the interest of the self, such as what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, through me imitating what I have learned from those who came before me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the feeling of positivity whenever I win a game with my friends, such as any board games that I have accustomed myself into playing with my friends, whereas my behaviour changes from that of being silent and stable within and as myself, to a behaviour which is unstable through me becoming ecstatic thus me becoming subject to any movements of energy within and as myself, thus being controlled by the movements of energy within and as myself, instead of stopping my participation within energy through the application of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to gradually stop myself from participating within energy as the mind so as to eventually birth myself as life from the physical, so as to become equal and one with life as it should have been from the very beginning.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the feeling of negativity whenever I lose a game with my friends, such as any board games that I have accustomed myself into playing with my friends, whereas my behaviour changes from that of being silent and stable within and as myself, to a behaviour which is unstable through me becoming introverted, whereas I turn and churn within my mind out of being frustrated for not being able to win, thus me becoming subject to any movements of energy within and as myself, thus being controlled by the movements of energy within and as myself, instead of stopping my participation within energy through the application of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to gradually stop myself from participating within energy as the mind so as to eventually birth myself as life from the physical, so as to become equal and one with life, as it should have been from the very beginning.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within backchat whenever I play a board game with my friends, whereas I plan and manipulate what I say to others as myself which are playing the board game with me, only so that I can protect my self-interested goal of winning the board game, all the while still participating and continuing my enslavement towards and within the mind, through my accepted and allowed habit/participation of using the secret mind in order to plan and manipulate whatever is around me so that I can manipulate the situation in my advantage – all the while participating within spite and blame and justification within my own mind, so as to justify my position of “winner” or “loser” whenever I am involved in playing a “board game” or any other games of the mind based on winning and losing, instead of me applying myself within my commitment to stop the mind through my active participation within the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to change myself IN FACT, so as to stop the system of abuse I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the systems of the mind, and birth myself as a system of LIFE from within which my actions would reflect that which is best for all life, such as being honest with myself and others as myself whenever I am involved in a mind game, such as playing a board game with my friends, and thus change my behaviour so as to stop all of my self-allowed characters of the mind, so that I become equal and one with the only character which acts for the interests of all life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to appreciate winning whenever I play board games with my friends, whereas I have developed a dependency to the adrenaline rush and positive energy that overpowers me whenever I win a board game or any other game that I play with friends, as I thus become possessed by the desire of gain whereas my behaviour changes from being stable to being unstable through the constant flow and movement of positive energy that occurs within and as myself when I win the games that I play with my friends, such as board games – instead of me constantly applying myself within the act of stopping my participation within the system of abuse as the mind of energy, through me applying the tools of breathing – so as to stop the movement of energy within whenever they occur -, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to eventually birth myself as life from the physical and thus become equal and one with life and all living beings.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the energetic rush that occurs when I “win something”, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by my mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling an energetic rush that occurs when I win a game” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “winner or loser”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “winner or loser character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel depressed after having visited my mother’s home, whereas I accepted and allowed myself to express and experience the feeling of sadness/depression through me accepting and allowing myself to participate within the memories of the mind, whereas I remembered the times when I lived at my mother’s house and realised that most of the times that I spent living in that house, were times of depression.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have connected the feeling of sadness/depression to the colours that the walls in my mother’s home were painted, whereas I associated the earthy colours that were layered in my mother’s home walls, as signifying depression because of the fact that the colours didn’t reflect much light, as they were sombre/dull/dark and that within me experiencing myself in relation to those colours, that I allowed myself to feel sad/depressed because of the fact that my mother’s home is generally sombre/dark within the colours of its walls, and that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced/defined by the colours which surrounds me such as changing the experience of me within myself towards the experience of feeling “dark” – meaning sad/depressed – only because of the fact that my mother’s home is generally dark because of the dark/sombre colours of it’s walls.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be defined/influenced by the colours of my surroundings, whereas I experience myself as feeling “good” – meaning not necessarily great or anything as extreme as that, but simply that I experience myself as being “comfortable” within myself – when within the environment of my apartment mostly because of the fact that the all the walls in my apartment are painted white, and that I experience myself as feeling “lively” within such an environment simply because of the fact that the colour white allows natural light to be reflected within the apartment – making the apartment livelier because of being brighter within it’s colour palette.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate a positive energetic experience towards the fact of being surrounded by bright colours, and have associated a negative energetic experience towards the fact of being surrounded by dark colours.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarity of the mind through me accepting and allowing myself to define bright colours as being good, and dark colours as being bad, simply because of the fact that bright colours such as white, reflect more natural light than dark colour such as dark – and within that, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced/changed by the colours that surround me in a given environment, instead of remaining stable HERE within and as who I am as the physical as life, where I remain unchanged/unmoved by the colours of an environment which surrounds me – especially a closed man made environment such as a house or apartment – and that if I accept and allow myself to be moved or changed by the colours of a man made environment, to immediately apply the tools of BREATHING so as to return my self-awareness to HERE, self-forgiveness so as to stop myself from participating within the points of movements within me, self-honesty and self-corrective application so as to stop my participation within the points as the movements of the mind within and as me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience a feeling of sadness/depression when I found myself in the room which was my bedroom when I was living in my mother’s house, wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the memories which resurfaced as I was standing in the room – seeing me play video games and play on the computer as those were the main activities other than sleeping that I participated in when I was living in that house -, instead of, as the memories came up, stopping myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate within those memories and from accepting and allowing myself to participate within the outflows of those memories, such as the emotions and feelings that I accepted and allowed myself to delve into, because of me WANTING/DESIRING to experience those feelings/emotions as I was standing in the room, as I WANTED/DESIRED to re-live those outstanding moments that I experienced in that room, rather than stopping myself from participating within those feelings/emotions through the memories that came up, through the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/desire to re-live the emotions/feelings that were connected to the memories that came up as I was standing idly in my past bedroom, rather than stopping myself from participating within the feelings/emotions that came up un relation to the memories which resurfaced because of me actually not WANTING/DESIRING to stop myself from re-living those feelings/emotions as I wanted to experience a “special” connection to the room I was standing in, whereas I wanted MORE to experience the feelings/emotions connected to my previous bedroom, rather than not experiencing those feelings/emotions through me actually stopping myself from re-living those experiences through the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to experience myself as the mind as the feelings and emotions that came up as I was standing in my past bedroom, rather than to have continued with my commitment to stop myself from participating within the mind through the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to stop the enslavement of myself towards the mind as the system of abuse, and rebirth myself as life as who I am as the physical, one and equal to all living beings.

 

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to be influenced by my environment, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be influenced by my environment, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the thusly generated friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

 

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

 

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “changing myself because of the darkness of a man made environment” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

 

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality sadness/depression, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

 

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the feeling/experience of sadness/depression, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

 

 

 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a lonely character, where I become depressed through being alone, whereas I experience negative energy within and as myself because of not having anyone with whom I can exchange/communicate with but my own “consciousness”/mind – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the activity of communicating within my own mind/consciousness, wherein I have created a character within and as my mind from within which I participate within the exchange of energies between the “me” character and the “consciousness” character, through me participating within the acts of “communicating” with a character that I have created within my mind such as the “consciousness” character, with whom I communicate with whenever I am alone wherein I have created an invisible character such as the consciousness character in order to keep me “entertained” within and as myself, through the exchange of energies with another “entity” as the “consciousness” character so that I do not “feel” lonely with myself, so as to always have the “illusion” of “being with someone” within the act of “exchanging/communicating” with another “being” than myself – even if that “being” is created within my own mind, such as the “consciousness” character – so as to remove me from the feeling of being “lonely” so that I can keep myself within “positive energy” so as to not feel depressed for being alone with myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel “lonely” within and as myself, such as the feeling of negatively charged energies, whenever I experience myself “alone” with no presence of a physical entity to communicate/exchange thoughts with – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel so depressed within myself for the fact of being alone with myself, that I have gone to the extreme of creating an “invisible character” for me to communicate with such as the “consciousness character”, whenever I am “alone with myself” such as when I find myself with no other physical entity other than myself, whereas I have created an illusionary entity within my own mind from within which I have separated myself from, only so that I can/could maintain the illusion/delusion that I am not “alone” with myself, such as the creation of a “consciousness entity” through the act of separating myself as different compartments within my own mind, from where one compartment acts as “another being than myself” and the other compartment acts as myself within my own mind, so that I can entertain myself within the illusion/delusion of communicating with another being when another real physical being is not present within my company – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me creating a consciousness character within my own mind, from within which I experience myself communicating with “another entity” as “another compartment” within my own mind, that I have thus created a separation within my own mind which only furthers the enslavement of the mind within the self-interest of “being with someone other than myself at all cost”, because of not appreciating being left alone with myself, with no other physical/real entity to communicate/share intimate relationship with – instead of realising that the intimacy that I am looking/aiming for, is the self-intimacy that comes from the tools of writing so as to build self-trust through self-investigation which will allow me to finally understand myself for what I have accepted and allowed myself to become within the separation of myself which feeds the mind consciousness system as the feeling of loneliness/yearning whenever I am alone with myself, rather than realising that I am and always will be alone within and as myself and that as long as I don’t experience silence as stability within myself within all circumstances, that I am thus still controlled/directed by the mind, and that it is up to me to stop such control/participation with the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-corrective application and breathing, so as to stop/interrupt my participation within the emotions of loneliness within the mind, and re-stabilise myself as who I am HERE within and as stability as the physical as life as equal and one with all living beings, so as to finally become a responsible human being in this world and bring about real CHANGE so as to bring about a world which is best for all life, equal and one with all living beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to yearn to be with someone other than myself alone, because of the feeling of loneliness and boredom that I experience within and as myself whenever I find myself alone for a too long period of time, whereas I accumulate and accumulate and accumulate the negatively charged energies which are related to me being alone with myself, so much so as to generate depression within and as myself from within which the will to live becomes less and less and less present because of the gradually overwhelming feeling of the negatively charged energies as loneliness – instead of me stopping myself from building and building and building and accumulating and accumulating and accumulating negatively charged energies whenever I find myself alone with myself and through time, through the simple tools of stopping the negative reactions with myself through the act of BREATHING so as to interrupt the process of accumulating negatively charged energies and re-focus my attention to who and what I am as the physical as HERE within and as the breath as me, wherein no negative or positive energies remain, but silence as stability as who I truly am remain HERE within and as stability as the physical as life as who I truly am within the principle of oneness and equality as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to build and build and build and accumulate and accumulate and accumulate positively charged energies whenever I find myself within the presence of another physical being, and thus to have allowed myself to participate within the polarities of the mind, from within which I thus automatically and instantaneously accept and allow myself to participate within the accumulation of negatively charged energies whenever I find myself alone with myself, instead of stopping such participation within the polarities of the mind where I experience positively charged energies as myself whenever I am with another physical entity and where I experience negatively charged energies as myself whenever I am not with another physical entity, through the use of BREATHING so as to interrupt the experiences of the accumulation of negative or positive energies within and as myself, so as to stop myself from being manipulated/controlled by the mind and return to the self-directive principle of me in my world as the physical as life as one and equal to all living beings, and to from HERE, express myself within the principle of what is best for all life, so as to bring about a system/behaviour which is best for all life.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within positive energy when I am within the presence of another being, and to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within negative energy when I am not within the presence of another being, through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to participate within energy, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy – to which I am ultimately not, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.

If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “feeling lonely/generating negative energy for being with alone with myself” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.

When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “feeling depressed for being alone”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.

I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the feeling/experience of “depression for being alone with myself”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.

I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

And check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com