I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care for the state of the world because of the fact that I do not “feel” like if I am “one with the world”, whereas the “sensation of oneness and equality” seems “foreign” to me within that I honestly do not “sense myself” as being “one with the world” or “one and equal with everyone” – and that because I do not experience or “feel” myself as being “one and equal with everyone”, that I bring myself to “not care” about the “state of the world” because, after all, “I am only aware of me, myself and I” and that what another experiences as himself/herself within his/her life is honestly “foreign” to me within the fact that “I do not experience what another experience in his life” as we are all “unique” and apparently “separate” within our proprioceptive sensation of ourselves. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rely on my own little experience of myself in order to “judge” and ascertain what is “good for another” as I base my perception of “what is good for another” only on my own knowledge that has been birthed from my own lifetime experiences – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the perception that “I only care about that which can personally affect me”, that I am to immediately stop myself from participating within the thoughts which ensue, and apply the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application, so as to remind myself that within who I am as life, underneath the “façade” of my apparent physical uniqueness and separation from another, that I come from the “same” source as that which is “life” within and as us all, and that it is from this starting point of that which makes us all related as one and equal, that I am to “see” myself as, as who I am really is one and equal with all human beings.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to base my understanding of who I am strictly on that which makes us all akin, such as the fact that we are all “physical beings” and that within this, we all have the same fundamental “needs” which cannot be overlooked in order to have a dignified life, such as having enough food, enough money and a place to live in in order to live – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the limited perspective of that which only affects me within my own little bubble as the mind within which I “believe” and “perceive” myself as being “unique” and therefore “separate from each and everyone else”, that I am to immediately stop myself from entertaining the idea that I am separate from each and all living beings, and re-align myself to the truth of who I am within a simple and ostensible observation that we are all alike thus ONE AND EQUAL within the base and fundamental fact that we are all PHYSICAL BEINGS and that within this, we are all ALIKE and ONE AND EQUAL.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equate “caring” with an inner “feeling” as an inner “mind generated experience” within myself, which ultimately leads to separation within the fact that the “feelings” are generated by “unique life experiences” which are fundamentally “unique” to the individual, which makes it so that a “feeling” can never be universally acclaimed as universal truths, since each and every single beings experiencing life within this planet that we call earth, have very unique and different “feelings” regarding any point of one’s experience of life – and that “feelings” can never be accounted as and for the “ultimate truth” since a feeling is in essence, unique to an individual perspective and thus can never be universally shared with all and every living beings in this existence – and that if I am to see myself move or about to move within the limited perspective of basing my understanding of life strictly on the “feelings” that are “mind generated” within me, that I am to immediately stop myself from allowing myself to participate within such “beliefs” and return my attention and awareness back to HERE as that which is OBVIOUSLY and UNIVOCABLY universally shared with ALL LIVING BEINGS, which is simply to relocate my awareness HERE within and as THE PHYSICAL as that which is UNIVERSALLY SHARED WITH ALL LIVING BEINGS, and from there, base my perspective of life as who I truly am, so that I stop entertaining the false belief that I am separate from another because of the erroneous interpretation of the mind towards LIFE as that which we truly are = one and equal as life as the PHYSICAL. If I see myself participating within thoughts of separation, I am to immediately stop myself through the simple tools of breathing, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, so as to stop myself from participating within that which perceives itself as being separate from life, the mind, and return myself to who I truly am as life HERE within and as the PHYSICAL as who I truly am as LIFE, which is universally shared and COMMON with ALL LIVING BEINGS.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care about others which do not experience what I directly experience as a factual life experience, such as all the personal experiences that I have lived through throughout my lifetime, wherein I only “relate” to those around me who have lived life experiences which are akin to my own, and that I automatically discard all of the beings who have not personally lived similar life experiences – only because of the fact that I have accustomed myself to live within the enclosure of my mind, where I wallow within circular thought patterns which are fed through my own personal experiences, instead of stopping myself from trapping my self-awareness within my own mind, and re-align my self-awareness to that which is obviously universal to us all = THE PHYSICAL – through the tools of breathing so as to bring my awareness back to HERE instead of letting my awareness roam aimlessly within the enclosure of my own mind; writing so as to SEE MYSELF for what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the FIGMENT OF MY MIND’S IMAGINATION; self-forgiveness so as to release myself from the points and inner turmoil that are keeping me locked within the darkness of my mind; self-honesty so as to CLEARLY SEE WHO AND WHAT I HAVE BECOME as the mind and self-corrective application so as to CHANGE what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind, and REBIRTH myself as LIFE as the PHYSICAL, which is EQUALLY AS ONE SHARED with ALL LIVING BEINGS ON THIS PLANET or on any other location within the universe.
I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of the mind through the realisation that as long as I accept and allow myself to be controlled by the mind, that I automatically accept and allow myself to participate within energy as the mind which abuses/misuses substance as myself through the friction and consumption of the physical as life for the own sustenance/survival of myself as finite Energy and in fact make the situation worse – to which I am ultimately not of energy, as who I am is one and equal with the physical as life eternal, wherein there is NO ENERGY which controls who I am as the physical.
I commit myself to stop my participation within energetically charged experiences through me, whenever I experience the movements of positive or negative energies within me, immediately stop such participations through the BREATH/BREATHING and place myself HERE within and as the physicality as me. If an opportunity to self-forgive arises, I apply self-forgiveness aloud or within myself. I remind myself that the energetically charged experience/thought/feeling/emotion is a pattern that I no longer want to participate in and as the mind.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the reaction of “not caring” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of “carelessness”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the personality arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the personality game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in personality as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about myself as the “careless character”, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to stop myself from not caring for the state of the world, through the remembrance that I am responsible for the state of the world through my actions, whether I act or do not act as each and every moment of breath passed within this world, is a statement made of who and what I am to the universe, whether I do or do not do something, and that in order for me to live a life within full awareness such as the awareness of myself as LIFE as that which I truly am, that I am to completely stop myself from participating within the mind as separation, and re-align myself to the simple, common and obvious observation that who I truly am is a PHYSICAL BEING and that whatever happens to the PHYSICAL as the only real REALITY, ultimately AFFECTS EACH AND EVERY LIVING PHYSICAL BEINGS – and that this world is in dire need of a CHANGE so that the PHYSICAL as LIFE returns to DIGNITY and UNIVERSALITY so that each and every single beings living in this world, may live a life that is worth living.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the desires and stop the frictions/judgments/blame/spite within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.
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Scripting myself into what is best for all - Alex's 7 year journey to Life 
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